Part 12

                                    

                                          
11.10.2019
                          
Today when we had disections my demonstrator O.V. had a message for me. And before we get to that let me paint the full picture. He is very smart, tall, handsome guy, who is a friend to my ex roommate Dr. Genius. And I'm not calling this amazing woman Dr. Genius ironically. She is simply amazing. She knows like 4 languages. It was either 4 or 5 not sure. She could say everything in the anatomy right even when she was high on weed. She makes 0 mistakes in anatomy. She is very passionate about the subject. She is also stangely nice. And that because it's like she want's to be nice but not to appear that nice at the same time. I hope that make sense. I will give you an example with something that happened last year. 
                          
I was I think 2nd week in the university and I still wasn't sure what was happening. So one day I got to my room and called my mom. Dr. Genius was on the window smoking her cigarette. And I casually mentioned to my mom that I have culocviom in cytology and then continue talking to her about other stuff. When I ended the call Dr. Genius filled her lungs with the awfull cigarette smoke and said angryly: "Take a note book or a pice of paper and start writing."
She baisicali dictated everything I needed to know in oder to pass. I honestly think she was pissed of I didn't ask her for help or for that matter told her that I have an exam. That's the type of nice she is.
                          
So let get back to the point. We were on a break from the disections and I decided to stay and study even if it's a little. But then I got distracted and started talking to Picachu about a shampoo for curly hairs. And then O.V. said:"Wolf how about I quiz you on the anatomy of the leg." And I was a bit taken a back I didn't expect him to say that during the break. And then when he saw that I didn't really want to be quizzed he told me that he had a message for me. And then I immediately thought "oh god here we go again. I know I haven't studied enough, Jesus." And I say to him: "What's the message? That I need to be beaten up because I haven't studied." 
O.V.:"No. But can you come over I don't want to say it out laud" I think because we weren't alone but he could have said it I didn't care if they hear it or not. And I when to him and he whispered to my ear: "Dr. Genius said how could she shame me like  that. She said that I've promised her to study over the summer. That I'm letting her down. And that she is basically very disappointed in me." Then he asked me: "Did you study at all anatomy during the summer?" 
Me: "No. I studied biology because I didn't pass."
O.V.: "Does she knows that?"
Me: "I think she knows"
O.V.: "Start studying."
                          
It hurts to know that I'm letting her down that's the last thing I want to do. But at the same time she isn't my teacher why is she even so offended by my bad choices? Uuuugh!! I love the fact that she is concerned, but she isn't suposed to be. Nobody that's in her shoes shoud be. Well nobody sane, I guess. But at the same time I'm greatfull that she did that because now that's a hella of a stimulation! I am so passing this helish exam! And notting is going to stop me!