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"Ab batao Kya hua?" Urwa gave him a glass of water which he quickly chugged down
(Now tell me what happened?)
"woh Hana..... Hanaya mujhse pyaar nahi karti...." he complained to her like a kid complained to his mother about his school bully
(Hana..... Hanaya doesn't love me....)
"Fasih itna sab kuch hone ke baad tumhe phir Bhi lagta Hai ki woh tumse pyaar......." Urwa took a defeated sign and tried to make him understand
(After this much happened, do you really think she'll love......)
"Itna sab kuch hone ke baad nahi, usne mujhse Kabhi pyaar nahi kiya. Woh toh hamesha se Bhai se mohabbat karti thi aur mujhse Shaadi sirf Chachu aur chachi ki Khushi ke liye Kar rahi thi."
(Not after all this, she never loved me, she has always been in love with Bhai. She was marrying me just for the sake of her parents happiness.)
"Main hamesha yeh soch ke rota raha ki Hanaya ko Meri mohabbat pe yaqeen kyu nahi Tha, woh Meri mohabbat ko inti jaldi kaise bhool sakti hai. Woh Bhai ke sath kaise khush ho sakti Hai jab ki main bhi ussi Ghar mein Tha, uski nazro ke samne. Par usse Mera Kabhi ehsas kyu nahi hota." 
(I always thought why Hanaya doesn't believe in my love, how can she forget my love and move on with Bhai, I was in the same house as her, in front of her eyes but she never even acknowledge my presence.)
"Ab Pata chala, usne Meri mohabbat ko Kabhi samjha hi nahi, ussey to Kabhi bhi Meri mohabbat ki parwah nahi thi." Fasih's condition made Urwa's heart wrench, she put her hand on his back to console him when suddenly he hugged her, making her startled
(Now I know, she never understand my love, she never cared about my love.)
Controlling herself she hugged him back and let him pour his heart out in tears
"Achha hua humari Shaadi nahi hui, warna Shaadi ke baad main kaise usse khush rakhta jabki uske Dil mein Bhai the, woh toh mujh mein Bhai ko dhoondti." She has never saw him like this before
(I'm glad we didn't get married, how would I have keep her happy when she loves someone else. She would have searched for Bhai in me.)
Not even when Hayfa accused him and his family believed her
Not even when he got married to Hayfa
Not even when the truth was finally out
But today,......
Today he realized that girl whom he was crazy about never really loved him
Today he realized for the dream he spend his nights awake was merely a dream
Today his heart truly got broke
"Woh Meri Kabhi thi hi nahi lekin main phir bhi ussey apna samajh ke rota raha ki woh mere hi Bhai ke sath kaise..... Lekin ab nahi.... ab Main uspe aur waqt nahi barbaad karunga," he tried to gulped down the tears and hold it but couldn't
(I always claimed her as mine when in reality she wasn't, I have made my mind I won't waste my time on her anymore......)
"Shhhh.... It's okay." She rubbed his back while still hugging him
"That's really good thing you are trying to move on, and I'm here for you whenever you need me,"
"But Fasih I can not marry you." Her words made his breath stop for a moment as he pulled away looking at her who's eyes were showing guilt
"Urwa if you are thinking about our parents then I'll handle them....." 
"No, it's not about our parents...."