Chapter 23 (Selfish point)

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After what happened last night, Sora still not answer Teuk calls. Sora thought that she wants to be alone right now, so, she decides to abandon all of Teuk's calls and messages.

So, for refreshing her mind, Sora goes to Lotte world mall to hang out with her friend, Mi Hyeon Oennie. She's her friend and older sister for her, she always comes to her when she has a problem.

"Is there something happen between you and your boyfriend?" Asked Mi Hyeon, Sora just sigh, "You know me so well," said Sora and Mi Hyeon just smile, "Is about his busy schedule?" and Sora nods. "You dating a public figure, of course, he's very busy. Where is he now?"

"He becomes MC for Dream Concert"

"Wow, that huge event..."

"And then he must to fly to Thailand for a few days and then goes to Singapore"

"So, you're not gonna meet him for a week?"

"More"

"When the last time you met him?"

"Last night, he apologized to me, he came to my place, he running away from filming set just for meeting me"

"That's sweet"

"But, I'm not in the mood for meeting him, so, I asked him to go. Am I selfish? I don't know what I want, I want him, I hate when he too busy, but, that's his job, I can't ask him to choose between me or his job."

"Why are you acting like this? All your ex-boyfriend is a busy person, and your last boyfriend is the CEO of an agency and also an actor, he's very busy, right? But, you're not acting like this before"

"Don't talk about him anymore, he cheating on me. He made an excuse 'busy' for meeting other girls"

"How about Teuk?"

"He just busy and I hate it"

"Are you trust him? Are you think that he will do something fishy like your previous boyfriend?"

"I trust him, but, maybe it kind of feeling that I have jealousy toward him. He has so many things to do, so many offers, and my job not much as old days. My schedule just filming CF, attending an event, and still not found the right script for the upcoming drama, I just thought maybe I'm jealous because he's more successful and I can't spend much time with him"

"So, maybe it's time you back to drama. Make yourself busy as him, you break from drama for so long"

"It's not that easy, I'm disappearing for too long, almost 2 years from my last drama. There's a lot of new faces, new talent, I just lost my confidence. After my last drama, I've read bad comment, they said I only play the same role again and again, not challenging, and they said, I still survive on drama world because I'm dating a senior actor, and when I'm breaking up with him, there's a rumor that I'm cheating with Siwon, they said I'm ungrateful and curse me to not have drama again, that's why I choose to play in a movie because I don't need in television more often, it hurts me" said Sora while holding her tears.

"Omo, I don't know you through such a bad thing. You don't have to read that, it only hurts you. Did Teuk know about it?"

"No, he suffering a lot because of his role as a leader of a big group and as the breadwinner of his family, I don't want to add more with my problem"

"Honey, couple shares everything. The good thing and also the bad thing, he has to know, maybe he can help you or comfort you"

"How can I tell him if he always busy?"

"And how can you feel better if you always running from him?" asked Mi Hyeon while looking at Sora's phone, it keeps ringing, it Teuk's 15 calls today. "Answer it, he can't be a good MC if his thought on his angry girlfriend"

"Let be, he forgot our anniversary, I stay all day on his apartment to gave him a surprise but he missed it"

"You must really love him, don't you? you'll not this angry if he's not important for you" Sora not answering she just silent and sigh, "Just get marry, he will be yours forever"

"He will release a new album this year, it will ruin if we declaring about our relationship"

"Idol will always release an album every year, that how they make money. How long you will wait? Until Super Junior retires? I don't think they will retire soon, they have so much energy for this industry"

"You're right, hfft. I don't really care because I'm still young but I'm dating an old man. Maybe we get married in his 40s?"

"Are you will waiting for him until he turns 40?"

Sora getting silent.

"Mm... Maybe, he will look good on his 40s"

"And you will always act like this until he turns 40 or until you guys marry?"

"Do you think I'm overreacting about it, huh? Is it a mistake that I need his attention? if I'm complaining about my boyfriend who always busy?"

"No, but, what do you do for lighting his problem? as you say before, he suffering a lot because so many baggages with him, are you just gonna watching he suffering about his work or try to decrease your ego to not easily got mad about it?"

"Do you think I'm the selfish one?"

"Both of you has a selfish point, but, what I'm trying to say is you have to more accept his busy schedule, his limit time with you, make every time that both of you have is worth it, if he can't come to your place, you can go and find him to his workplace or when he's on overseas trip you can make yourself busy with study another thing like cooking, painting, language, preparing yourself for your comeback drama or spend your time with your family." Mi Hyeon Oennie takes a deep breath before continuing her lecture, "Don't think too much about your relationship, your boyfriend just working and he madly in love with you, no need to worry about"

Hearing that Sora feels like having a slap on her face. Mi Hyeon Oennie has a point, maybe she just overreacting about this, everything can be solved without drama, just need little understanding, accepting and more effort for her relationship.

"And lastly about insecurity about your career, you've been in this industry for 10 years, is not a short time, you're a good actress, a lot of brand and producers will hire you, so, put your chin up, boost your confidence and show to those hating speech that you are a strong actress, stop comparing you and your boyfriend, you two have different field. Got it?"

Sora nods while wiping her tears, "Thank Oennie, it means a lot" Said Sora while hugs her Oennie. "Now, start opening your problem to your boyfriend, try to be honest with what you feel and what you want" Mi Hyeon Oennie takes Sora phone and give it to her, "Call him"

Sora takes her phone and thinking..........

"Maybe I'm gonna text him"

Leeteuk: Sora? How long you will act like this

Leeteuk: Don't be like this, I'm sorry

Leeteuk: I have an event today, I can't concentrate if you still mad at me

Leeteuk: I will come to your place tonight, open your door for me, please.

Sora: You don't have to, you have a flight tomorrow morning. Let's talk about it when you finish your Singapore schedule, end of this month.

Leeteuk: Finally you reply to my text

Leeteuk: Alright, I'll see you end of this month, but please don't be like this again, answer my call and reply to my text, I'm so worried about you.

Sora: Ne... Good luck with today's event

Leeteuk: Thanks, honey. Have a good day. I Love you so much.

Reading the last message, Sora smiles.

I love you too.




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