Chapter 20: Will you end my pain?

                                    

                                          
Kara's POV
                          
"C-can I possibly... move here?" I ask nervously. 
                          
"W-what did this come from?" She asks. "What about school and Adin?" I felt frustrated when I heard his name. 
                          
"Well... Adin and I aren't together anymore, I don't wanna talk about it. But, I've been thinking about family and I realized that this is all the family I have left and that's here in Sydney." I tell her. "I made real friends! I could just start school here." I smile when I told her at real friends. I heard her sigh on the other line giving away that she was thinking. 
                          
"I think that would be a good idea, I knew that you needed to be around some real family." She tells me and I felt myself get super excited. "How about you get on a plane in a few days and come pack your stuff. I'll get the plane ticket." She says. 
                          
"Is it okay if I have my brother come down along with... a friend?" I say awkwardly. I wasn't sure what to call Michael after what happened earlier tonight. 
                          
"Yeah, of course! I'd love to see Ashton again! Last time I saw him was when I played football (soccer) with him when he was 4 or 5." She tells me. Damn my parents divorce really split the family in half, but I'm trying to fix it. "Okay I just got the tickets you'll come back down to Melbourne... do you want tomorrow or or the next day?" 
                          
"Um... how about tomorrow? Maybe later in the evening?" I suggested. 
                          
"Okay, you'll get on the plane at 4pm and land in Melbourne around 5:30pm, is that okay?" She tells me and I nod but I realized that she couldn't see me. 
                          
"That's perfect." I smile. 
                          
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow sweetheart, love you!" She says. 
                          
"I love you too!" I reply happily and hung up. I threw my phone on the bed excitedly. I ran out of my room, ran down stairs and went into the living room where everyone was."Guys I have awesome news!!!" I yell excitedly. 
                          
"What? You learned how to count?" Ashton laughs. 
                          
"Yeah, do you need help?" I reply and everyone laughed. 
                          
"She got you there Ash!" Luke laughs. 
                          
"Yeah, yeah, whatever." Ashton rolls his eyes and I smile at my success. "What's the good news?" He asks. 
                          
"Well... I'm moving here!" I tell them. 
                          
"Wait are you serious!?" Calum asked excitedly. I nodded. 
                          
"Yeah, I'm going down to Melbourne tomorrow to pack some stuff. Ashton and Michael are coming." I smile as I fiddled with my bracelets behind my back. I saw Ashton's face was completely terrified. "Ash, you don't have to worry about anything. We'll see our aunt, she's really excited to see you again." I reassure him but that didn't faze him at all really. 
                          
"I'll come with you but I don't want to see our idiot abusive father." Ashton tells me and I nodded in understanding. 
                          
"I highly doubt he'll be home, he gets drunk and doesn't come back for at least a day or two." I tell him honestly. I know Ashton doesn't like thought of our father because he's the reason I was separated from my real family. I'm pretty sure it was my fathers fault that my parents got a divorce but I don't know the full story and I'm not sure if I really want to. Because experiencing what my father has done to me... yes he's done his damage and those are scars that will take forever to heal. I know what my brother is thinking because I told these 4 boys what my father has been doing to me for years. He's uncomfortable and I know he's pissed off. I hope to god that there won't be a fight. I talked to Ashton about moving here, he started crying because he was so happy that I was going to be closer to him. After I told him everything, I sat in the living room on the floor next to Michael and we started watching: The Hunger Games: Catching Fire. I started slowly falling asleep on Michael's shoulder during the movie and I eventually passed out.
                          
I woke up to feeling a gentle touch on my face and then felt it through my hair. I opened my eyes in confusion of who it was but I saw Michael and closed my eyes again, wanting to go back to sleep.
                          
"Kara wake up, we got some food." Michael whispers and I groaned tiredly, not wanting to move.
                          
"But I'm not hungry." I reply in my tired voice which  came out softer that it should've. 
                          
"You need to eat something." He replies.
                          
"Mmm... no." I tell him. 
                          
"Please?" He asks with his voice soft, I reopened my eyes and looked up at him.
                          
"No."
                          
"Pretty please?"
                          
"How about no." I reply. 
                          
"Why?" He stuck out his bottom lip which was kinda my weakness but I didn't give in just yet.
                          
"Mikey, go eat. I'm not hungry." I reply as I slowly sat up, running my fingers through my hair to get it out of my face.
                          
"But I want you to eat w-with me." He stutters, I looked up at him to make sure he was okay because it confused me and I got super worried. He looked fine but I felt like he was hiding something but I don't wanna bother him about it in case I hit a nerve but my curiosity got the best of me like it always does. He stared back into my eyes
                          
"Mikey... you'd tell me if something's wrong right?" I ask. He gave me a confused look.
                          
"Yeah, what made you ask that?" He tilted his head slightly. I shook my head.
                          
"No reason." I lie and looked away. We got up and went into the kitchen and got some food which was sandwiches from a place down the road. After we ate I went upstairs and knocked on my moms bedroom door. "Mum, can I talk to you?" I ask through the door. I kinda hate my mom gets home late from work, I barely see her at all. She's working all the time.
                          
"Oh Kara come in sweetheart." I hear her. I opened the door, I stepped in and shut the door. I sat on the bed beside my mom and sighed. "What's on your mind?" She looks at me with a warm smile.
                          
"Well, I've been thinking and... I've decided to move here. I already talked to my aunt and we've planned on me going down there tomorrow to pack some stuff." I tell her. Her expression was blank for a few seconds until I saw a smile grow on her face.
                          
"Are you positive you wanna move here?" She asks.
                          
"Mum, of course I am! I don't have anything in Melbourne to go back to." I say honestly and she immediately hugged me which caught me by surprise at first but I hugged back.
                          
"Aww, I can't wait to have my little girl back." She says happily and I couldn't help but smile.




                          
A//N: Hi guyzzzz!! I'm not writing my book at 11pm at night, I don't know what you're talking about. Oh well my health honestly isn't important anyway. I love you all my loves!!! Don't do what I'm doing!! lol Peace out!!!