Chapter 3

                                    

                                          
*2 weeks later*
                          
I woke up with pain in my stomach. I need to go to school but I don't want to do that.
                          
*7.30 am*
                          
- Ella!
                          
- yeah mom?
                          
- the breakfast is ready!
                          
- I'm coming!
                          
I changed my cloths and walked downstairs.
                          
My mom smiled at me. I smiled back.
                          
I ate my breakfast. After that I ran up to my room again. I always need my last minutes for myself before I go to school.
                          
*1 hour later*
                          
I walked through the door. I saw that everyone looked at me. I heard that some whispered stuff about me to each other.
                          
I know that this day is going to be a nightmare. I can feel it...
                          
I saw my locker and opened it.
                          
Then I felt someone pushed me into the locker from behind.
                          
- oops sorry, I just wanted to scare you, said Jasmine (one of the girls that bullies me) but I know that 
she didn't mean that way.
                          
She walked away with her gang.
                          
I said hi to some but they ignored me and looked away.
                          
Now I know that everyone hates me.. And I don't know why.
                          
Then I saw Louise.
                          
- HI LOUISE! I screamed
                          
- ELLA HI! Said Louise and hugged me.
                          
Jasmine saw it and walked toward to us.
                          
- Louise, how can you even be friend with that donkey? Said Jasmine.
                          
- EXCUSE ME?! How dare you say something like that to a person? She hasn't done anything to you and you hate her for no reason. And let me be friends with whoever I want. You can't tell me who I'm going to be friends with. It's my own choice! Said Louise.
                          
Jasmine looked angry. But she didn't say anything, she just walked away.
                          
- Thank you, I whispered.
                          
- No problem, said Louise and smiled.
                          
*11 am*
                          
I had English and I went to the toilet. And when I came back, I saw that my pen case was gone. Jasmine sat behind me so I knew that it was her.
                          
I sat me down on my chair again, and turned around to Jasmine.
                          
- What are you looking at? Said Jasmine.
                          
- Why are you doing this? Said I.
                          
- Doing what?
                          
- I know that you took my pen case.
                          
- No I didn't, why would I even touch your ugly things? Said Jasmine.
                          
- Liar! I know it was you. Don't even try to deny it!
                          
- Don't ever call me a liar! You're the one who lies
                          
That's enough. I slapped her. Without thinking of what I was doing.
                          
- WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING?! YOUR IDIOT! Said Jasmine.
                          
I got panic. What did I do? I ran out.
                          
- GET HER! Jasmine screamed.
                          
I ran the fastest I could. But I felt 2 hands on my shoulders. It was 2 persons who grabbed me.
                          
They pushed me into the floor.
                          
Then I saw Jasmine and her gang.
                          
- Who the hell do you think you are? Said Jasmine.
                          
I couldn't move. They held me.
                          
Jasmine pushed me in the stomach.
                          
It hurts like hell. I started to cry. Right now I just wanted to die.
                          
- Ella, if you hurt me or anyone in our class, I or we will hurt you so much harder. Do you understand?, said Jasmine.
                          
I nodded. I couldn't breathe.
                          
Anna who was a part of Jasmine's gang walked towards to me.
                          
- Look at that little stinky donkey, said Anna and pushed me in my stomach.
                          
- Okay guys. Let her be now, she has got what she deserve, said Jasmine.
                          
They walked away from me. I ran like never before in to the toilet.
                          
I sat there and cried. My stomach hurts like hell.
                          
I sat there for hours. Nobody missed me, I know that. Because if they did they would have knock on the door.
                          
*2 pm*
                          
I heard someone knocked on the door.
                          
- Ella? It's me Louise! Open the door!
                          
I opened the door.
                          
- the school is over. You can go home now, said Louise.
                          
- Okay.. I said.
                          
- Are you okay? Said Louise.
                          
- No.. Said I.
                          
- What happened?
                          
- they pushed me in my stomach a couple of times while I was on the floor. 2 guys were holding me, I couldn't move.
                          
- OMG. But hurry, so they won't hurt you even more, said Louise.
                          
I took my stuff and ran home.
                          
I went to the toilet. I took something to cut me with.
                          
When it was done. I laid me down on the bed and cried. I fell asleep with tears.
                          
*3.30 pm*
                          
I woke up. I felt that I needed to throw up. I ran into the toilet and threw up everything I could.
                          
When I was done. I fell asleep on the bed again.
                          
I wish that I never could wake up again. That this was the last day in my life.. But it isn't.
                          
- ELLA! I'm home! My mom screamed from the kitchen.
                          
- I'm sleeping, let me be! Said I.
                          
My life is a nightmare. What did I do wrong from the start? Please god, help me..