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Jiyeon's POV
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"Make sure to eat well. Call me always. Don't get stressed out. You are going there to heal, remember? Be happy, Yeon. I'll wait for you. Have a safe and nice flight. I love you." Jimin said, while kissing my head. I hug him for the last time. 
                          
"Bye Jimin. I love you too." I said, waving at him. Jimin could cry at any moment so I quickly disappear into a crowd of people going to the check-in gate. 
                          
I look at Jimin from afar, wishing the best for him while I'm gone.
                          
The gate for flight SK07 going to Italy will open now. Passengers may board the flight.
                          
'This is it.' I thought. I will be going to Italy to heal my broken heart, to heal my wounds. It would be impossible to meet him there.
                          
Third Person POV
                          
You remembered one thing. Before you went to the airport, you passed a letter to Monsta X through their manager. I heard that they're going on a month hiatus because one member need to rest. I don't know who is sick but I hope they would be fine soon. 
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You woke up early to do some errands before you board the flight. Today is the day you're leaving. You showered and started to get ready. 
                          
After you're done with breakfast, you grabbed your car keys. You drove to Starship Ent. hoping that you wouldn't bump into any of them. Thank god, it was quite early in the morning, no idols were at the company. You called out to their manager and passed two letters. One for Changkyun, and one for Monsta X. You felt sorry because you cannot bid farewell properly to them, but you hope they would accept your feelings that were written in the letter.
                          
Hugging the manager and bid goodbye to her, you rushed out from the company. You need to get out as soon as possible, worried that fans can spot you.
                          
Leaving the building, you went to a flower shop. You asked the florist to wrap some daisies nicely while you write something on the small card. It was for Soobin unnie. She treated you very well and you can't afford to face her right now. In return, you just placed the flower on her table. Since Soobin unnie will usually come to the office at 8 in the morning, you arrived there an hour earlier to put the flowers.
                          
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Changkyun's POV
                          
What happened to Jiyeon after that day? Am I too harsh that she decided to cut off the contract? I want to meet her so badly but I don't know where to find her. She resigned from her company and she moved out from her old house. I don't know who to ask. The members didn't know anything.
                          
A few knocks on my studio's door interrupting my thoughts, there stood our manager. She came in while holding a letter. 
                          
"If that's Jiyeon's resignation letter, just throw it away. I don't want to see it."
                          
"IM-ah, this is a letter from Jiyeon. She wrote this for you. She came this early morning to give me this," she said, handing out a letter.
                          
I quickly stand from my seat and grab the letter. "She came? Why you didn't ask her to wait for me? Why you didn't tell me?" I said, slightly frustrated at our manager. 
                          
"She asked me not to tell you that she came.
She left already," 
                          
"What do you mean?"
                          
"Read the letter if you want to find out,"
                          
"Thank you noona. You can go now," she grabbed my shoulder as a show of support and walk away.
                          
I open the letter, 
                          
Kyun,
                          
By the time you receive this, I'm not here anymore. I hope you would be happy not seeing me anymore. It suffocates you, isn't it? To see me everyday, haha. I'm sorry for saying things like I did. My emotions just bursted out that time. I hope you don't hate me for that. I'm leaving to a very far place, Kyun. We will not see each other again. And right at this moment, we're just strangers with memories. I hope you can be happy with that girl. Don't shout at her, don't curse at her when she make mistakes. Treat her well, take her to nice places. Buy her a lot of nice food too. Remember, your fans love you, I love you too. I'm saying my goodbye now. I wish you and the rest of Monsta X the best of health and success. Goodbye.
                          
Jiyeon"
                          
Jiyeon left. I messed up. There's nothing I can do. She will not come back to me. Our love ends here. She's not here anymore. I don't know where she is now. I don't know where she's going. What have I done? I shouted, cursed at her. Jiyeon is sensitive. Why can't I think before doing all that. 
                          
This is my punishment.
                          
Changkyun messed up his hair, feeling miserable. There's no way he can turn back and treat Jiyeon differently. 
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She hates him now, that's what he thought.
                          
He secretly praying that Jiyeon will not find anyone else. He prays for her well-being everyday. He loves her dearly until now. Even after 2 years since the last incident.