||Where is he?||

                                    

                                          
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I immediately hide my face with my veil and stand with the citizen, 
                          
They all vowed as the royal family made their grand entrance 
                          
First Bhrata Yudhishthira then bhrata Bheema, followed by the twins and last but not list a certain prince came with his mother, looking devastated, exhausted and extremely sad 
                          
My heart ached to see him like that, he was always energetic, so full of life, Even when he came from wars, he never looked exhausted at all, instead, it was like he was ready to go for another expedition
                          
I couldn't help but closed my eyes letting the tears flow, He looked more mature, maybe because he had grown born? 
                          
Suddenly my eyes fell on the woman beside him, mata Kunti wearing a white saree? 
                          
No 
                          
No 
                          
That can't be
                          
Pitashree is no more...
                          
Where is Mata Madri?
                          
I realised why they all looked like that, I wish I were there with him, sharing his grief and sorrow, giving him a shoulder to cry on 
                          
Arjun was always there for me whenever I needed him, his presence alone made me feel less stressed 
                          
"Step aside!" The guard command and we backed away giving them space to walk 
                          
As Arjun passed by me I inhaled sharply, the familiar fragrance of his body, still made me nervous as well as excited 
                          
I wanted to grab his hand, wipe off his tears and tell him that I am with him always so is his children, To tell him that god fulfilled my wish of a baby boy and his wish of a baby girl, I wanted to take him to them and to see them in his arms 
                          
But again, I couldn't 
                          
I got out of the crowd and went to the back of the temple. I didn't want to leave, not yet, it was my husband's birthday and he was here, so near to me but I knew I have to
                          
"Did you see the third Pandav!" I heard a girl beside me said with excitement 
                          
"Of course, that's the whole point, coming here today!" Another one said, 
                          
Even though I wasn't looking at them, I had all ears 
                          
"He is so handsome, Did you hear how he fulfilled Agni dev's wish along with Krishna?" 
                          
They kept talking excitedly and I sighed shaking my head 
                          
I remember how Arjun's presence alone demanded attention and his looks attracted women and even some men, like bee to honey  
                          
Suddenly I remembered did he have any other woman in his life? If he was married I would have known, but did he have any fiancee or something? 
                          
I couldn't think anymore, but I wouldn't mind if he got married to someone else, he deserved all the happiness of the world, maybe she would keep him happy, unlike me.
                          
I couldn't even tell him about my pregnancy and now he didn't even know he had two amazing kids 


                          
My chain of thoughts suddenly got broken as I heard a voice 
                          
"Malini!"  I saw Sushmita came running to me and started panting 
                          
"Supriya? What happened? " I asked with narrowed eyes,She and I gave birth almost together my kids are 4 months younger than her boy. She is such a good woman and probably my only friend here