MY SECRET OBSESSION

                                    

                                          
YOUR POV
                          
the blindfold was removed from your eyes, and you started looked around very frantically. your breathing was heavy and fast, and your heart was pounding in your chest cavity. you eyes fell forward, on the one person you didn't want to see. 
                          
"colby?! what the hell?!" you exclaimed, as you tried to get your hands free of the rope that binded you to the bed frame. "y/n, don't be afraid. i'm not going to hurt you." he stated, and you shook your head. "if you weren't going to hurt me then you wouldn't have kidnapped me and tied me up!" you spat right back in his face. 
                          
you were tossing and turning, trying desperately to break free. "y/n, don't do that it'll hurt your wrists. please don't fight it." his voice was soft and low, but you wouldn't listen. colby kept telling you to knock it off, but you didn't care and it aggravated colby. "y/n, please." his voice was tensed and more demanding. 
                          
you tried harder, and suddenly colby's strong hands gripped your face and he got close to you. "Y/N I SAID STOP!" he yelled, and it made your eyes cloud over with fear. his eyes went back to the soft ocean blue they were after turning to a grayish dark blue. his hands loosened on your cheeks, and he let out a deep sigh. 
                          
"i promise i won't hurt you. i don't have the heart, and i wouldn't dream of it. i just tied you up so you couldn't run from me. i have to get you to remember." you furrowed your brows at his words, and it puzzled your mind. "get me to remember what?" you spat, meaner than you intended. 
                          
"y/n, you love me. not him. not devin. he's not the one that your heart belongs to." colby's pleading eyes looked into your confused ones. "colby, stop lying. i love him not you. i never loved you and i never could." those words stung, and his heart fell to the floor. but he still utterly shook his head, because he knew the truth. 
                          
"after the car crash you didn't remember your high school memories, and you couldn't remember all the time we spent together, and with sam. you forgot most of it, even who you loved. i don't understand, why him y/n/n? why? what made you choose him?" you shook your head, refusing to believe him. and he kept pleading, and pushing you. 
                          
"why y/n? tell me why! please, just why?!" he was getting aggressive, and it made you obligated to stay quiet. finally, he bursted. "WHY Y/N!" the scream rang in your ears, and you finally spoke up. you screamed back in hurt and anger, "BECAUSE I REMEMBER HIM AND NOT YOU!" 
                          
colby's face fell, and he once again shook his head. "no y/n, you have to remember me. you can't just say you don't when i know you do. come on y/n, what's your heart telling you? when i touch you what does it say?" his hand caressed your cheek, and your heart leapt slightly. 
                          
"it says something, but not love. colby just get it through your head, i never loved you. whatever happened before the crash was something i forgot about. devin's the one i love, and you have to accept that." colby pursed his lips together at your words. 
                          
"i refuse to believe that bullshit. look into my eyes, and it'll tell you everything you need to remember." you stared into his eyes, and saw nothing but a guy that was obsessed with you, and not in a good way. you shook your head and you cowered away, afraid of what he might do if don't remember. 
                          
"i'm sorry i don't remember... just please don't hurt me because of it." colby's eyes softened, and he looked hurt that you would ever say something like that. "baby, don't ever think i would hurt you over anything," he gently untied your wrists and put his hand on your knee as he gently caressed it, "i love you too much to do that."
                          
"i-i want to remember colby... but... i don't know how to." colby's eyes showed sympathy for you, and your heart swelled at the sight of the beautiful blue eyes before you. "do you trust me, y/n?" he asked you, and you hesitated, before nodding a little too eagerly. 
                          
colby nodded after you did, and gently laid you down on your back, as you allowed the soft material of the mattress and sheets consume your figure. colby hovered over you, and your eyes met before his flickered between your lips and your eyes. 
                          
he slowly leaned in, as to not scare you, and you backed away a little. colby gave you a nod, to assure you that everything would be alright before you finally allowed this to happen. his lips gently touched yours, and you felt butterflies erupt in your stomach. 
                          
he closed his eyes as you closed yours, and he put his left hand on your right side, gently caressing it as he used his opposite arm to prop himself up via elbow. you got a quick image, and it was only there for a solid second but you could still make it out. 
                          
it was you, below colby just like you are now, except for the fact that he was shirtless and you were in your bra in the vision. you wrapped your arms around his neck, and you pulled him closer to signal the fact that you want more. 
                          
colby opened his mouth and so did you, letting your tongues dance around each other softly. the sound of kisses filled the room as it got more passionate and meaningful. he went to pull away, but you refused and kept him there. 
                          
you suddenly got the longest vision you've had since the accident, and it was you and colby, the same way you were in the first vision, except you were kissing just like how you are now. you pulled away as the vision ended. 
                          
colby opened his eyes to see your surprised ones, and you started looking frantically around the room. you found the gray beanie, and placed it on his head. "colbs.." you said as you put your hand on his cheek. his eyes gleamed with hope before you spoke once again. 
                          
"i love you, so fucking much." you ended the sentence. colby's eyes glistened as tears brimmed them, and he laughed in happiness as he kissed you again. you giggled into the kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck again before pulling away again.
                          
"what about devin?" you asked softly, feeling sympathy about breaking a friend's heart. colby showed you his phone, and it showed all of their texts back and forth. one was clear as day, and it proved devin would be okay. "he just wants you happy and to remember the truth, he's gonna be just fine." you smiled and kissed colby once again. 
                          
colby smiles at the thought of having his dream girl back in his arms again, instead of another's. you were happy to remember your true love after months of believing lies. now, you both could truly be happy.