I take drugs
But I swear I thought mommy's were suppose to give love and hugs .
Medium adult
You called me and I broke down in my room
"You don't wanna grow up. You want to be a child. Always in your room. You'll never bloom. "
Medium adult.
Because I'm play doh. I'm not old. I never ever thought I was grown.
I just wanted my space and to be left alone.
But you don't even see your hands around my neck. Your suffocating your own.
Just because I am nineteen. I stay at home. I don't stay in a dorm
I'm not on my own.
Yet you claim every part of me
Anything I've shown .
Your the master
And I'm just the puppet.
I wanted my strings cut
But you say "not yet"
I beg of two things.
And you ignore them all.
Nothing even matters.
Not even if I throw the rope over the roof and dangle till you cut me off .
Nothing even matters
So fuck it all.
YOU ARE READING
I CANT SLEEP
Poetrythis is my journal for the late night thoughts of why I can not sleep . instead of sitting in ever lasting darkness I decided to be productive and come pour everything into here. so please enjoy the oh so many reasons why I cannot sleep at night :)
