𝐈 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 | 𝐇𝐂𝐒 | 𝐉𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐫, 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐫, 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧, 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬

                                    

                                          
Javier:
                          
Javier can already tell something is bothering you
he just wishes you would spit it out
so you both could work through it
he can see the war you're having in your head
he takes you away from camp to just talk
and that's when you finally break down in tears
he pulls you down on his lap and hugs you
"What's wrong, mi amor?" 
you calm down enough
and just tell him how you want to get out of the life
he doesn't take it well
"But this is our family..." He tries to reason with you
but he knows how dangerous things have gotten
"You're not hearing me, Javi. I love them I do, but I want a family with you, I want to build a house, I want to have four kids, I want to be married to you, I want us to grow old together,"
"I want that too, mi amor, I do, more than anything, but, Dutch saved me,"
"You've done more than enough to show your thanks, you've been loyal to him for so many years, can't you be loyal to me? To yourself?"
It was if his eyes had finally opened
he loved Dutch
but you, you were his everything
he knew Dutch would understand
he needs to go with you, he wants to go with you
"Then let's go, hermosa," He smiles and kisses your cheek
You cup his cheeks and kiss him
                          
Arthur:
                          
"Arthur, can we talk?"
"Sure," He says casually motioning for you to sit on the cot next to him
"I want to leave, Arthur. I want us to leave," 
Arthur nods quietly
he agreed with you
"I want us to have a family, Arthur, and we can't do that here it's too dangerous-"
He cuts you off by kissing you gently
"You're right, and we will, darlin', I just need to help the women and the Marston's get outta here, and we'll leave, I promise ya,"
You nod and kiss him one more time
but you knew it wouldn't be this simple
                          
John:
You wake up and look next to you to see that John was already awake and lost in thought
"I think we should leave, John," 
"Yeah, me too," 
"Dutch has become completely unhinged, and I don't feel safe here,"
John looks at you sadly and hugs your body
"We'll get outta here, darlin', I swear we will, we gotta,"
                          
Charles:
                          
"Hey, Charles," You smile as he works on the wagon
"Morning, love, you seem lost in thought," He notes as he looks up at you
"Charles, what would you say if I asked to get out of the gang?"
"I'd already be packing," He says seriously
"What is your guys' problem?" Javier comes in
"I got no problem," Charles says calmly before stepping in front of you
"Dutch, makes one mistake, and all of sudden, you wanna leave, where's your loyalty?"
"I'm loyal to what matters," Charles says taking your hand and walking somewhere else away from Javier
"We should pack and leave tonight," Charles suggests
you nod and kiss his cheek