"Baby, look at me.." I announced, resting my thumb and pointer finger on his chin, making him look at me.
                          
"That's not something you need to worry about, okay? I'll make things right, I promise I will make it right..." I muttered the last part, caressing his cheek as he rested his chin on my chest once again.
                          
"W-Will you leave...? After t-the 30 days I m-mean.." He stuttered nervously and I felt my world stop, I can't tell him, I'm here to help him, and use him for my own closure. So when I leave, I'll leave knowing our love is endless.
                          
"No baby, I just need to make things right in those 30 days.." I smiled reassuringly, promising him everything will be okay, as I suddenly saw him blush so red.
                          
"What're you thinking about, huh?" I teased, making his cheeks redder if that's even possible.
                          
"C-Can I kiss you..?" He stuttered embarrassingly, cheeks pink as he took his bottom lips between his teeth, chewing in it gradually. My eyes widened and the sight of embarrassing Louis didn't help my hard on. What can I say, he haves this effect on me.
                          
"Can I kiss you?" I required, seeing him smile as I pushed his back on the bed, my body hovering his as our lips latched into a steamy kiss. A moan escaped his lips, making my hard on no better as I swiped my tongue into his mouth, discovering each part as our tongues molded perfectly.
                          
"Louis? Are you here?" We both heard Jay's voice echo through the hallway as Louis froze, quickly shuffling under the devote as I chuckled lightly, loving the younger boy's reaction as I sat on the edge just as soon as his mom entered the room.
                          
"Oh there you are! Lou, you have visitors!" She sang the last part, making me cringe. Who would visit? And my mind suddenly snapped; Zayn, Liam and Niall.
                          
"Oh- okay, I'll be down right away" Ge spoke with a fake yawn, rubbing his eyes. Louis always looks his cutest when he's asleep.
                          
"Great! Don't leave them hanging now!" She beamed, closing the door as I imagined her skipping down the stairs. I chuckled as I saw Louis get up, quickly changing into a black jeans and a shirt.
                          
"Woah woah wait a minute! Let me enjoy this strip-show, would ya?" I teased, making him snort as he quickly changed. Walking to the door, he turned to me.
                          
"Aren't ya coming?" He asked, making me smile. 
                          
"I will in a minute" I spoke reassuringly, making him nod before closing the door behind him and walking down the stairs. I sighed, getting up as I looked around, but suddenly my eyes spotted the same book I wrote the poem in about a month ago. As I skipped through pages, something caught my eyes.
                          
3.9.14
                          
Dear Harry,
                          
You know that I love you, right? You know that it's hard moving on from you, don't you? Then why have you left? Why did you leave me when you knew the state I would be in? If only I had the answers, things would be less worse.
                          
I wish you were here, cuddled up next to me as I'm about to sleep, but you don't want me to cause then you'll feel lonely so you say some of your lame 'knock knock' jokes to keep me awake. 
                          
I wish you'd smile again, that smile that lights up your face and makes my heart flutter, and I'll tell you you're beautiful but you'll just pout and say only girls are beautiful which'll make me laugh because if only you knew how beautiful you are to me, Harry.
                          
I wish you'd laugh again, that loud belly laugh we used to share when we were at school, when Niall would say to stop it cause our laughs are annoying, and you'd defend me saying that my laugh is beautiful.