you are CUTE (18 ) end

                                    

                                          
Y/N POV
                          
We kissed passionately cause we know it might be the last time we ever be this close to eachother. We slowly lead our way to his bed while kissing. We broke the kiss for a moment so that Taehyung can lay on the bed as I hovered him.
                          
We didn't waste anytime and soon collided our lips together. I felt his tears while kissing him. I wiped his tears gently while breaking the kiss and looked at him in the eyes. I smile weakly at him and then kissed his eyes saying "I hate seeing you like this." and then moved to place feather like kisses on his neck.
                          
I say in between the kisses "I am sorry Taehyung." and then gently suck his neck. He immediately grabbed my hips tighter, I take his hands from my hips to place them on my butt. He squeezed it gently and I hummed on his neck.
                          
I decided to enjoy my time with him rather than thinking it will be my first and last time with him. 
                          
I knew where his sweet spot was but not exactly where so I explored him a little untill I heard him moan. That's it, this is the place. I sucked on the spot harder and he titled his head giving me more access to him. I glide my tongue from his neck to his ear to bite his earlobe. I heard him gasping for air. I'll miss him like this, moaning and gasping for air.
                          
I sat on his dick and he groaned. I take off my top and Taehyung looked at me, he was observing my every move. I slowly unclasped my bra and slide it off me, I throw it to where I threw my top.
                          
He wasn't doing anything and was just staring. I felt shy under his gaze, cause it's my first time a guy saw me naked. I wasn't a virgin cause I lost it to some stupid heaven game but I never properly made love. I was just fucked by a guy in a hurry, it was really bad. It didn't give me any pleasure.
                          
Taehyung finally spoke as I was thinking to cover my breast, "C-can I touch them?" he stuttered a little and it was so cute. I nodded and he grabbed both hesitantly.
                          
He was nervous and hesitant I could tell, so I placed my hand over his and guided him. We locked our eyes at eachother while I guide his hands to massage my breast.
                          
Slowly I let go and let him take over. I bit my lips as I closed my eyes to the sensation. I soon started rocking my hips above his dick, grinding on him. He pinched my nipples as I arched my back and gasp for air.
                          
He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer so that he could suck on my nipples. I moaned as soon as I felt his lips gently sucking on my buds and tucked his hair. My nipples were sensitive and he knew it cause in the past I told him about it.
                          
He sucked and bit all around my areola, I could feel he was leaving few hickeys. I whined while saying "Baby please don't tease me like that." he massaged my breast and asked "I am sorry mommy." 
                          
I knew that Kim Taehyung was cute and adorable so it was obvious he was a sub but didn't knew he had a mommy kink? And what a time to find it out, during our break up sex. It was supposed to be emotional god damnit!
                          
He bit one of my nipple as I was thinking and it caused me to moan loudly. He sucked on it as he flicked his tongue over it. He soon released it with a 'pop' sound.
                          
He tucked on my shorts but I stopped him and say "Not so soon baby boy." he looked at me with his puppy eyes. I shrugged and say "You are still fully clothed. It isn't fair so, strip."
                          
He listened to me obediently and stripped himself completely naked. He stood infront of me with his dick standing proudly tall and hard as I sat on the bed.
                          
I gestured him to sit beside me and he did. I cooed, "Let me make my baby feel good. Mommy wants to make your first time as good as she can." and with that I kneel in between his legs on the floor. 
                          
I take a finger to glide it up from it's base to it's tip slowly admiring his length and thickness. He shivered under my touch. 
                          
I started stroking his length slowly and then gradually speeding a little. I licked his tip and he moaned out my name. I slowed down and said "It's Mommy to you." he whined at the slow pace and moaned again, "Sorry mommy."
                          
I smiled and then took him as much as I could. He was thick and very long, I barely could fit him in my mouth and also it was my first time to give a blowjob or take the lead.
                          
Taehyung started moaning louder and then said "Mommy I'm gonna cum." I stopped once he said that and then asked me "Why did you stop?" I look at him and he was pouting. 
                          
Why is he so cute?
                          
I pecked him and said "Don't worry baby, you will even better now. Don't you want to feel me?" he nodded eagerly and then I asked "You have a condom?" he nod again pointing at the drawer of his table.
                          
I open the drawer and see various types of condom. I chosed the one I liked and opened it. I walked back and align it to make him wear it.
                          
Once I was done I laid him back on the bed and then got rid of my shorts and panties. I take his dick to align it to my entrance. I look at Taehyung who was looking at what I was doing nervously.
                          
I ask him "Taehyung, you ready?" he nodded. I was just as nervous as he was. I didn't have sex since my first time and it had been years. Also Taehyung was bigger so it would be painful for me although it wasn't my first time.
                          
I take a deep breath and started going down. It hurt as his dick stretched out my walls. Once he was all in me I started panting. He was too big and I was tight, not a good combo.
                          
I stayed in that position for a while letting myself adjust to his size. I started moving up and down at a very slow pace. It soon started to feel good as I bounce up and down. Taehyung grabbed my hips and helped me to maintain the pace.
                          
I bend down and kiss him. Our tongues tasting eachother hungrily. I broke the kiss and said "I love you Taehyung." he looked at me happily and screamed "I love you too Y/n!"
                          
And then he came while still being inside me. I hugged him as I came too. We both were panting hard, I listened to his heartbeat, it was fast.
                          
It was over. I was about to get up when Taehyung pushed me back and said "Don't. Let me feel you while you are still all around me." 
                          
He hugged me as I buried my face on the crook of his neck. I just realized, we said the 'L' word for the first time. And we are breaking up today.
                          
I was just so sad that I started crying. Taehyung tried to calm me down when in fact he was crying too. His voice broke as he spoke. 
                          
He asked me "Do we really have to end like this?" I replied "Unfortunately yes, but promise me Taehyung you won't let it effect your friendship with Jungkook. In the first place I'm breaking up for Jungkook so please don't leave him. You will be a good boy and listen to me right?" 
                          
He nods as a drop of tear slipped form his eyes. I closed my eyes and joined our foreheads. We stayed like that for a while in silence.
                          


                          
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I stood up and get dressed to leave. I didn't look at him anymore and left immediately as I was done dressing up. I left Taehyung all alone on his bed. I dared not to look at his face as I left cause I know if I do, I would stop everything and jump onto him and not leave.
                          
That's how I left the person I loved for the first time.
                          
That's how my first relationship ended.
                          




                          
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