Chapter 50 - Last Chance

                                    

                                          
When they get back to their room, Jack and Negan are silent for a while, as they change out of their clothes from the day. Jack puts on a lose tank top and shorts, that Negan had found her, he finally found her proper pajamas and she loves them. Negan just puts on his shorts, and he climbs into bed, but Jack grabs her journal that she hasn't been writing as much lately, but she feels like it now. 
"You writing little sex dreams you have about me in there, because i know you're having those dreams every night baby" 
"Oh fuck you, i do not" she giggles as Negan's hand comes over to her belly to tickle her, and she tries to wiggle away from him, but he has a grip on her so she can't get away. "Stop it...ahh..stop" she cries out desperately, but she laughs the whole time. 
"For your information, i do not write sexual things in here, i don't need to do that when i have the real damn thing and i don't have dreams every night..although i think that a certain someone does about me" 
"Not every night baby, but come here i fucking missed you so damn much" Jack sets her journal down and leans down to place her head on his chest. "See this here is right, this is where you belong i don't ever want to be without you again"
"I promise baby, i'm never fuckin' leaving you again" Negan kisses his girl deeply on her plump and perfect lips, and they embrace before she lets out a yawn. 
"But right now i am really tired"
"Me too, let's hit the fuckin' hay shall we?"
Negan turns the light off as their bodies curl together and fall asleep wrapped up. Hours go by and Jack wakes up out of Negan's arms so she gets out of bed to walk over to the fridge. She opens it to reveal no food, and she is really hungry, late night cravings hitting her stomach hard.
"Fuck, Negan you didn't stock the fridge" she says quietly , but Negan is still asleep. Jack stands against the fridge contemplating what she should do. She taps her finger nails against the door handle. Then she thinks about what Simon said earlier about Ice Cream that Karen makes, she could really eat some. 
Jack walks out the bedroom and out the door, and she taps her bare feet along cold floor of the hallway. Now Negan would be very opposed to her leaving the room dressed that way, but she wants that ice cream and now. Her stomach demands it, so she walks down to the kitchen and not a sound can be heard. She moves closer to the freezer which is locked but she has a key that Karen had given her. 
Since the incident when she got shot and food was stolen, Negan keeps shit locked up tight and only a few people have a key, and since Jack is fucking the leader she gets her own key. People think it's wrong of Negan to do that, keep food and supplies locked up but he can't trust them, the minute he would let his guard down shit would hit the fan and quickly at that.
Jack unlocks the freezer and sees a small container, she opens it and it's the ice cream. She grabs a bowl and spoon to scoop some out and she walks over to sit up on the counter to enjoy her dish. She hums the whole time just enjoying the little time by herself. 
"This is really fucking good" she mumbles to herself savoring every spoonful of the gelato. Jack hums That Don't Impress Me Much, she honestly just does it to keep herself occupied while she eats. 
Negan wakes up and looks for Jack his hands reach out to pull her closer, but her side of the bed is cold and empty. He shoots up from the mattress to look around the room and he calls out for her in the dark, but no answer. 
"Jack?" Negan stands up and turns a light on but she still doesn't answer. "Fuck me she left the damn room" Negan turns the light off again and walks out to the dimly lit hallway, and he walks down to the stair case. The only place he can think of is the kitchen, so that is where he goes.