Diary Of My Life, PART 2 ❤️🌸💐

                                    

                                          
Hello everyone, I missed you all ❤️ 😭 I swear I don't know what to say but I'm so happy my book is finally getting better and better than I thought 💭 I never thought you guys  love my book as much I love you deeply ❤️, that's means alot to me I swear 😭. It's finally my dream come true of being the best writer but not as much you guys and writers  ❤️. Anyhow I decided to change my mind and erase all the bad things that's happened to me because I can't let those feelings trapped me inside and my emotions gets me through depression zone. And I truly decided something risky for me and for  my life ✨ but I need your help and advice on how to do that? 
                          
Can you help me out?

                          
Comments plz ❤️
                          
Prologue
                          
In the Name of Allah 🌸,
Back to my dairy 🌺
                          
Good evening everyone, I hope you all doing great and I hope everything is going good for you ❤️ ✨, and I hope you all stay happy and blessed with smile on your face because you're smile can change other lives so good advice for me to you always be happy and never care about those who hurt you, don't care about those who never seen what you have been through in the stages of your life. Nobody is perfect.
Everyone makes mistake in this life. However, In my suggestion that if you didn't do mistake how will you learn and move on , how will you become qualified in your life and go to different stages, how will you become an successful person without doing any mistake. All those things is already solved in this picture 😍
                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
. Be aware ⚠ ⚠ ⚠ Don't be with a person who once wants to ruin your life's and your reputation because who knows he mights do it all over again and pretend that nothing happened. 
                          
BE CAREFUL !!!!!! ⚠ 
                          
Morever , I noticed that's some boys aren't typically has the same thinking 💭 or let's say, Have any similar interests you know whyy people? . Because every boy have same interests but different personality even in the way they think 💭. Now I noticed and got the concept of the idea 💡. That's some boys are a little different than other gender who have their mind goes to sexuality thoughts 💭. 
                          
I want to apologize for everyone who I have been tough on them just what I have been through is more like storm that's hits me and send me to other side of the cliff, I want to say that I apologize for everyone that's I share my story with you guys through emotion and feelings it's allowing me to feel happy and relieved because you all listen to me when my heart can't speak. So thank you ✨ thank you God blessed you ❤️🙏💫🎊😭.
                          
Back to the point,
                            Today I got an idea 💡 that's I'm going to change my mind and my lifestyle that's I'm going through right decisions because staying upset and mad and mostly in depression zone that's actually will kill me and kill my sickness and it's will leads me to worst times . Even though the stage of my killness isn't yet qualified in which level but I know if I keep on thinking about it alot that's will be huge risk for my life. I'm still young I'm 21 years old so I can't stop my life for some idiots boys who never knew how to care about sweet hearted  girl and mostly her heart can't take the pain she has. Why should I keep on following them and lean down towards  their knees and asks them to forgive us?  Come one girls we are girls we are united so no matter what's happened whether it's good or bad suck or fantastic happy or sad depressed or anxious beautiful or ugly mean or nice  we shouldn't stop our lifes for those who didn't deserve us or appreciate us in our  lifes. How about you give him this cute message he mights get little savage or let's say he mights get in pain Rule Number #1
1.I don't like you because you are so ugly for me since you are walking around following  some chicks  since you are too blind to see my beauty dam let's me tell you something I'm beautiful and I know myself so how about you  fu*  off your  chicks that's one day she mights  leaves you  and let's you cry in side of the corner suffering like little kid. 
BOOM 👉 (Block him) *cheering*