Feeling guilty

                                    

                                          


                          
Jungkook woke up by the sound of doorbell. He checked the time it was ten pm he thought who would it be at this hour of the night. He got scared many thoughts ran across his mind, the person could be a thief or some drunk person who'd try to take advantage of him. A wave of fear ran across his body. The bell rang again  but this time it was of his phone. The call was from Jimin hyung. He picked the call up "hey kookie why aren't you opening the door". Jungkook opened the door and let Jimin in. 
                          
"What happened kookie why did you leave the school early and didn't even inform me. " Jimin exclaimed.
                          
Tears started forming in Jungkook's eyes. He thought it would be good if he shares everything with Jimin hyung afterall he was his best friend. "Hyung I've been very hurt lately because of that Kim Taehyung. He keeps on bullying me. He is an animal. " having said these words Jungkook started crying. Jimin hugged him and said "don't worry kookie I'll teach him a very good lesson. He won't tease you again I promise. " Jungkook kept on crying. He asked Jimin to stay at his house for the night as he was feeling very sad and alone. 
                          
Next morning Jungkook woke up he felt very weak. He was running a temperature. Jimin advised him to take a leave from the university and rest properly in order to recover. He agreed.
                          
KTH pov
                          
I was feeling very lazy today and went to the university  just because I had a short attendance and could not afford to skip any classes. I had 2 classes and after attending those classes I went to the cafe to have some coffee as I was really stressed out because of what happened yesterday. I saw Jimin sitting with Yoongi hyung discussing something. ( a/n in case I haven't told you yoongi is Taehyung's cousin and jimin's boyfriend). 
                          
The only person who could not be seen in the university was Jungkook. I felt so empty. I was used to seeing him so much that not seeing him today was making me restless. OH GOD WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. I was missing him. His beautiful brown eyes ,his bunny smile,  his cheerful voice seemed to have an affect on me.
                          
I overheard Jimin talking to yoongi that Jungkook's ill and was stressed out because of some bulley. He purposely didn't mention me as yoongi hyung would get infuriated create a scene and Jimin certainly didn't want that to happen. 
                          
I left my coffee and went home as I had no more classes to attend. I was feeling sad and hurt and also I was hating myself for being an animal and hurting Jungkook. I was feeling guilty.  I didn't know why I was feeling this way but I certainly was a dickhead. 
                          
I decided to share this with Namjoon hyung as he is a good friend and gives good advises. I called him and told him everything including me bullying jungkook and then regretting it then missing him. I kept nothing secret. "Hyung what do I do now" I asked worriedly. 
                          
"You had been hurting that cute  boy for such a long period and now suddenly you get a feeling that all that you had been  doing was wrong and now  you expect him to forgive you !!!!!!!!!!  ARE YOU SERIOUS KIM TAEHYUNG . DO YOU TAKE LIFE AS A JOKE? " Nmajoon hyung scolded me. 
                          
"I am feeling very sorry hyung and want him to forgive me. I am very disturbed thinking about the fact that Jungkook hates me. Hyung what should I do to repent what I did to him?" I asked him in a sad tone. 
                          
"If you really want him to forgive you then there's one thing you have to do......." Namjoon hyung said in a suspicious tone .
                          
"What hyung , what should I do ......................" I asked 
                          
"All you have to do is make him feel  that when he is around you he is safe not that you are a monster. Now how are you gonna do it is up to you man ! let me sleep bye" with this he hung up.