chewing gum! jisung <3

                                    

                                          
[11:48 am]
secret admirer! jisung <33
                          
- wow, im expecting this to be cute cute
- okay! let's talk about park jisung!
- park jisung is one of the most gifted people in your school
- you never noticed him, but he notices you (okay but how do you not notice park jisung????)
- all the time
- the first time you caught his eye, was when you and your friend group were messing around
- he stopped in his black converse and just stared at you
- he liked your playful and messy self around your friends
- he also loved your smile, it was the cutest thing everrr uwuwu
- turns out that day, he found out you were in his class
- you sat two seats ahead of him
- you acted differently in class, than with your friends
- you maintained great grades and focused a lot
- jisung also found that as a great quality of yours
- sure he was a little jealous, since your friend group consisted of mostly guys
- some of them he was good friends with, and he had also asked them about you too
- and they replied with the same thing every time
- "no jisung, she doesn't know you exist."
- so he decided to change that
- it was a random wednesday afternoon, he sees you with a pack of chewing gum
- as he watches you pop the gum into your mouth, jisung has an idea
- everyday after school, he would go to his local gas station and for a 1.50 he would buy a pack of chewing gum
- then he'd write a little note saying something sweet like "your smile brightens my whole day, keep that smile forever!" or "you look so pretty i couldn't help but write this for the 100th time."
- when you started finding these, you thought they were so cute
- some of them were corny, but they were too adorable
- you had no clue who it was, but you started growing feelings for your secret admirer 
- they knew your favorite chewing gum, had corny, yet cute, lines and were just flat out adorable
- norenmin were no help to finding your mystery guy
- "sorry, but we could care less about packs of gum and notes right now."
- so the search was hopeless
- you were secretly wishing it was the guy who sat two seats behind you
- you found him interesting
- the way his nose scrunched when he reaches something hard, or his face when someone compliments him
- he was the most adorable person ever!!
- you didn't know his name, yet you'd always try and find it
- "THIS IS HOPELESS!" you said and banged your head against the lunch table
- your mom, Ten, had come to comfort you
- "aww, you know you will find your mystery man someday! just don't give up hope."
- you nod and everyone goes about at the table
- taeyong and doyoung attacking each other, jaehyun and johnny laughing at them, mark and haechan talking about some secret, jungwoo, yuta and sicheng going on a heated argument about omegas and betas
- your whole group is a whole mess and so you banged you head against the table once again
- "what's up with her?" jaehyun asks
- "she's trying to find her secret admirer." ten whispers not so quiet
- great! now everyone knows!
- ooo's erupted from the table and suddenly everyone is interested in you now 
- "well! our baby _____ has a secret admirer! They grow up so fast!" Taeyong then starts fake crying
- "be quiet yongie. and yes, i do! at least i'm going to have a boyfriend before any of you losers!"
- "okay, anyways where are the notes he left you?" johnny asks
- you keep all of them in a container in your backpack and hope to goodness you'll never lose it
- "here! these are all of them!"
- everyone was shocked.
- bruh the whole container was full wtff?? and you got all of these from one guy too???
- "LOOK AT HOW MANY HE LEFT YOU ______!" yuta yells 
- a blush starts to creep up onto your face.
- meanwhile,,, jisung sits at his table, staring at you
- "she's so perfect, and she is just—" jisung is then interuppted by
- "jisung, if you keep telling us how you pine for _____, i will personally end your life." jaemin says, and its true
- everyone was starting to get tired of jisung's endless pining for you. "listen if you don't confess soon, i'll do it for you and she'll end up liking me." renjun threatens and jisung then imagines you and renjun
- "NO. i'll do it, soon. it's not right, especially since she is trying to figure who keeps sending her them." he says while slamming his hands on their lunch table, very loudly.
- you peek over to see the loud bang, and oh. its just him.
- the tall kid from your class, the one who 'supposedly' is a gifted dancer. the one everyone talks about. that one kid, yet what is his name??
- "who are you looking at?" ten asks and he tries to look at the direction you're focused at. his mouth suddenly forms an 'o' shape and his face softens.
- "you're looking at park jisung aren't you!" and you stare back at him. "park jisung, what a lovely name." you say and smile to yourself.
- you continue looking at him until he makes eye contact with you. you both hold your hold stares for a solid 3 seconds until you look away to focus on your table.
- "oh my god. we locked eyes. SHE LOOKED AT ME!" jisung says excitedly. 'she noticed me! AHHHHHHHHH!" everyone was excited for jisung too!
- "i think its him. he's the one who's been giving me these notes." you say out loud without thinking and ten also asks a question.
- "jisung? as far i know you've never had an interaction with him." 
- "its him. and im going to prove it." 
                          
- and so, for two days in a row, you woke up super early and went to your locker to see if he was the one who had been sending them. but, nobody came when you were there.
- the next day though, you found him.
- he was writing it really quick and sticking it in your locker and made sure nobody was around.
- that day there was no gum, it was just a note. a note that plainly said 
                          
'meet me at the gardens during break. i have something to tell you.'
                          
- this was it. this was your chance to finally meet him. to finally meet your secret admirer.
...
"do i look okay? is this suit too tacky? i knew i was too formal!" jisung asks and tries to fix his hair, everyone was yelling at jisung not to damage anything. 
                          
- pretty much, everybody knew about jisung's crush on you but decided not to say anything. but, they didn't know the ever so mean park jisung could be so thoughtful and kind to someone.
- after 3 stressful hours of sitting and waiting, it was finally break. it was finally to meet him.
                          
- when you walked to the gardens, norenmin decided to surprise you and walk you down. because "we're good friends, and he said we have to.". you laughed and let them walk you down.
                          
- and there he was. you knew it with all your heart. it was definitley park jisung.
                          
- "hi, _____. I thought it was time i would tell you who i really am. my name is park jisung, and i have had a crush on you since the second day of school. here are these flowers that ten helped me pick out." he gives you the flowers and you are in total awe.
                          
- everything feels like a dream from there. the perfect boy giving you your favorite flowers at the most beautiful spot on campus.
                          
- "thank you, this is really sweet, all of this. i-i just don't know what to say." everything was definitley not happening. this is all a dream, and you are going to wake up soon, except it isn't.
                          
- "i know we haven't know each other for as long as you'd like but, i really hope we learn more about eachother and maybe even go on a ice cream date?" jisung asks, while scratching his neck.
                          
- everyone anticipated your answer and you already knew what to say. "of course!"
                          
- let's say the ice cream date was a success and you had a lot of firsts with jisung, and although you fondly remember your memories with him, love like that doesn't always last. you two are still friends and even attended eachother's weddings! it was a good experience
                          
el fin <3

                          
a/n: okay so i know the ending kinda sucks but not everyone has a happy ending with their first partner okay!! i also needed it to be different sooooo