Namjoon walked into Jin's room and sat on his bed, "Hey Jin, can I talk to you about something?"
Jim smiled, "Yeah Namjoon what's up." Namjoon's smile slowly began fading away. He placed his face into the palms of the hands and took in a deep, shaky breath. Jin sat up straight and gasped quietly, "Are you okay Joon?"
Namjoon looked up, "Do you think I'm good enough for Jimin? What if he leaves me? Do you think he will loose interest-"
Jim put his hand up, "Namjoon, what are you talking about? You and Jimin care about one another alot, what were you thinking that made you say that?"
Namjoon sighed, "I'm scared of losing him Jin. Jimin is the sweetest person I've met and I'm so thankful to have him all to myself but... I don't see why he chose me. Jimin has made me a better person it feels like, he brings out the good side of me but whenever someone or something harmful comes along I get all defensive and I loose my temper. I was never like that Jin!" Namjoon looked over at the window and smiled, "He says the nicest things yo everyone and he really knows how to make me feel good about myself. What concerns me that he always tells me he loves me... I don't k ow how to process those words!" Jin smiled softly and Namjoon continued to talk, "I want to tell him but I can't. He says it every time I make him feel loved... I've only said it two or three times."
"Namjoon-"
"What he he starts to think I don't love him and so just see him as an object?"
Jim cleared his throat, getting Namjoon's attention, "I can tell you care about him Namjoon..." he paused, "I know who you are on a personal level because of us dating once before, I can see that you're softening up to Jimin." He smiled, "I can tell that you love Jimin so here is my advise to you, talk to him face to face about how you feel. I k is this might seem hard at first but you're a strong person Namjoon, you always fight for the things and people you care about."
Namjoon smiled, "Thanks Jin. I didn't know what to do or who to go to."
Jin nodded slightly, "I understand that but I have a question. Why are you thinking about all of this stuff all of a sudden."
Namjoon stood up and walked over to the door, stopping and turning to face Jin for a moment, "I just got to thinking about it and it started bothering me."
Jin made a 'oh I see face and went back to doing his think. Namjoon began walking down the hall but he stopped as he watched Jimin walk out of the door. He smiled as he thought of what Jin had told him. He began walking to the door, he walked outside slowly and seen Jimin walking down to the beach. Namjoon closed the door and quickly made his way down the steps and towards the sand. His heart started beating faster and his mind racing. The closer he got to the smaller boy to more and more he could hear the blonds gental voice.
Jimin took in a deep breath as the waves crashed along the beaches coast. He jumped when he felt two firm hands grab onto his shoulders gently. He turned around and smiled widely, "Joon-" his excitement trailed off into confusion as he notice the dull expression on Namjoon's face, "ie... Joonie? Is something wrong?"
Namjoon let go of Jimin, "I need to talk to you about something."
Jimin's heartbeat began beating faster and then slower and then back to faster, he was scared of what was about to happen.
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Jimin hugged his legs to his chest and sighed lightly. "I didn't know you thought about things that way Namjoon..." He looked down as the glowing sunset made their shadows dance around in the sand, "Why didn't you say something before?"
Namjoon looked at the waves and sighed, "I was nervous that you wouldn't understand what I ment..."
Jimin walked close to Namjoon and placed his hands on Namjoon's cheeks, "When I say I love you, I mean it. When I say it I don't really care if you answer me back! I know you love me, and I know you care for me. I'm sorry I've changed you from this big tough person who takes care of himself and his friends to a soft guy that cares for his boyfriend and is easily triggered if someone hurts me...." He paused to take a few shaky breaths, "I can see now that you're struggling with this and I want to help you get past it."
Namjoon smiled and held Jimin close in his arms, taking in his sweet scent, "Thank you Jimin. I wish I could have told you sooner."
Jimin hugged Namjoon and looked at the time, "Its fine." He giggled, "There is still a hour or so before the moon come up." He looked up at the older, "To make it up to me if you really feel bad we should go on a boat ride with Hoseok and Yoongi."
Namjoon smiled and pulled out his phone dialing Yoongi's number. He smiled softly, "Hey Yoongi. Do you and Hoseok maybe want to go on a boat ride with me and Jimin?" He smiled widely, "Meet us at the doc."
Jimin smiled and grabbed Namjoon's hand, "We should get better clothes on so we don't get get cold."
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Hoseok waved at Namjoon and Jimin as they walked up to the doc, "Are you guys ready for this?"
Jimin smiled and grabbed Namjoon's arm gently and hugged it as they walked onto the boat.
When yheyh started moving Jimin stood behind Namjoon so the cold breeze wouldn't got his face. Yoongi smiled atg this as Hoseok pulled out his phone, "You guys want me to take a picture of this, it's cute."
Yoongi was holding onto Hoseok tightly as he smirked, "You guys should do some kind of Titanic pose."
Namjoon laughed as he stretched out his arms. Jimin smiled widely as he wrapped his arms around Namjoon firmly, "This feels silly."
Hoseok smiled widely, "You'll thank us later for the cute picture now say cheese!"
The two smiled as Hoseok took the picture. When it was done he turned his phone to Jimin and Namjoon and smiled, "You guys look so stinking cute right there!"
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Jimin giggled as he hugged Namjoon's back tighter, "It is cute... Send that to me."
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Hey guys sorry about Jimin's hair color in the picture. Just pretend it's blond😂
By the way, I'm kinda happy to say that the book will be ending soon. Not like two three more chapters soon, but soon enough.
After this book gets done I have so many more plans for my other books in the draft section. Before I start the second PHOTOGRAPHS book I'mprobably going to finish Working For Him.
Im so proud of how the story is turning out so far but I wish ij could have done something different. Over all look on things, Thank you for the support. I means a lot to me.
