Lauren just came back from her trip to Bali.
After finding out from instagram that her ex-boyfriend Ty cheated on her when she was away she decided to just focus on herself now.
What will she do if one day her ex-band mate will show up at her doors...
I woke up in awful humor today. I send quick good morning text to Camila and I was on my way to rehearsal now. Lucy showing up last night definitely caught me off guard. I was worried about her, I was wondering where she's gone and with who. I really want to help her to get back on track but I don't even know how to reach her.
I was fighting sleep in a taxi, slowly sipping my coffee and I remembered that I still have to deal with Tara. What she did last night really showed me who she really is and how much she changed. I already made my decision that I don't want her in my team anymore. She had her chance and she failed. Again. I'm sure it won't be too hard to find someone better than her. I already made some phone calls and I'll be metting few people when I'm back home. For now I'll try to avoid her at all costs.
Rehearsal went pretty good and I was now getting ready to go on stage. Tara was acting like nothing happened and I let her live in her bubble for a little bit longer.
I posted few pictures on my Instagram today, the most recent one is a mirror selfie already in my stage outfit. I felt my phone buzzing in my hand and I immediately smiled knowing who it is.
From Camz 💕
Are you trying to kill me today?!?! 😩👅🤤
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I smirked knowing what effect I have on her. I'm in that stage of my life when I started to love my body. I've learn to accept my flaws. People tell me all the time that I'm intimidating. That I look like a baddass. But to be honest I really like to dress more girly lately. When I first saw that outfit I was so a bit unsure but when I first try it on I knew that's the one. The fact that Camila likes it makes me even more confident.
To Camz 💕
It's all yours when I get back baby x
From Camz 💕
Good to know 😏
I still can't get used to the fact how open she became. She was always the innocent one. But now? She's far from that. I can even tell by her kisses and touches that she's getting more comfortable with me and more confident with herself.
I'm back in the dressing room and it's after my performance. Everything was perfect. The crowd was so welcoming and alive. I saw a lot of people singing with me and that's the best feeling in the world. I didn't stop smiling since I left the stage.
Somehow through the day I managed to find an early flight. We were supposed to leave tomorrow morning but I don't feel like spending that much time alone with Tara and I really want to see Camila.
Camila and I exchanged some more messages, she said that she was watching it live on Instagram and that's she's so proud of me. We were texting for a little while but I told her that I have to run some errands and I'll text her later but really I was boarding my plane now so I won't be able to keep on talking to her.
Few hours later I was back in LA. Tiredly walking through the airport I checked my phone.
From Camz 💕
Babe I miss you
From Camz 💕
I guess you're still busy
From Camz 💕
Are you okay? Text me when u can
From Camz 💕
Babe?? I'm actually getting worried now Lauren.
Last message was 10 minutes ago. I decided to leave it like that and go straight to her house and surprise her since it's only 20 minutes away.
When I got in the taxi I suddenly grew nervous. I know I have to tell Camila about the kiss and I know it won't be easy but she deserves to know even if I didn't kiss Lucy back. I know I'll have to tell her about my past too so she can understand Lucy a bit better.
When I arrived to her house, I grabbed my bag and gently knocked on the door. There was no movement from the other side so I knocked a bit louder.
She's not home?
I started panicking a bit and I instantly cursed myself for not texting her back. Few seconds later I saw the light turning in the hall and I started to relax. Then the doors opened and there stood Camila. Her hair messy and face free of makeup. She looked so cuddly and cute right now and my heart fluttered in my chest. She was wearing blue pyjama shorts and one of my t-shirts. She was rubbing her sleepy eyes trying to get used to the light.
"Hi baby." I said in gentle tone and she immediately woke up. Her eyes lit up and huge smile appeared on her face. She pulled me in bone crushing hug and I knew that I'm home.
I breathed in her scent and my body instantly relaxed. I was slowly running my hands through her hair. Then I moved to her lower back and she put her head in the crock of my neck, leaving sweet kiss there. After few more minutes of being in each other arms again Camila slowly pulled away and crossed her arms.
"I'm mad at you." She said pouting but I knew she's fighting to hold back a smile. I put my hands on her cheeks and pinched them softly.
"I know I'm sorry. I should've texted you back but I wanted it to be a surprise."
She huffed but then put her hands on mine and smiled gently.
"I missed you."
"I missed you too, baby. Were you sleeping?" I asked her quietly.
"Yeah. I had a long day and then you disappeared on me so I had no reasons to stay awake." She said and I chuckled.
"We can go back to sleep if you want. Unless you don't want to let me in." I said with a smile, looking around to let her know that we're still in front of her house.
Insted of answering she pulled my hand and led me to her bedroom. She put her arms around my neck and I dropped my bag on the floor in the process. I grabbed her waist and slowly started going in the direction of her bed. When her knees hit the edge I gently laid her down.
I looked at her and carefully moved her hair behind her ear so I could see her face. Before I leaned in I saw all the love and affection in her eyes and I realized that I can't imagine myself without her anymore.
I become nervous again and she instantly knew.
"Is everything okay babe?" she asked lightly furrowing her eyebrows.
"I-I have to tell you something."
💁♀️ With everything that's going on with Camila and Shawn right know I just wanted to reassure you that I never planned on including them together in my story. I'm camren endgame forever.
Unless you want to? Then there can be some drama 😏
Also all the credits to hmanip for the title picture 😊
