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Christian POV
                          
My day went by so slowly until Ariana came out of practice. November 1st is today, it would have been Camron's 26th birthday. I can't explain how much I miss my brother, but I can't even imagine how Cj feeling. When I was going to wake him up for school today he was crying looking at a picture of him and his dad together. I couldn't handle being in that room, I had to walk out before tears of both anger and sadness cascaded down face. I didn't want to make him go to school today, so I gave him the option of chilling with my momma or Jania. He decided he wanted to go with my mom and spend the whole day doing things that reminded him of Camron
                          
I picked up my phone to call my momma once I and Ariana got into the car to leave Truth parking lot. "Hey momma where yall at?"
                          
"We leaving the movies. Where you at"
                          
"Me and Ariana leaving truth we bout to head to my house but I can come get Cj if you want"
                          
"Nope me and my grandson are just fine, have fun with that little Hoe"
                          
"Momma" I yelled because my phone conversation was coming through the car speakers. I glanced over at Ariana who just had a puzzled look on her face.
                          
"I don't know who your want to be grown ass talking to like that Christian" my mumma raised her voice back. I just hung up the phone on her instead of getting into an argument.
                          
"It's safe to say your momma don't like me" Ariana said smiling
                          
"No it's not like that she just don't know about you like that yet"
                          
"And why the hell not" she snapped at me
                          
"The same reason your parents and your brother don't know about me yet" I snapped back.
                          
She just got quite and looked out the car window. "Ohh so now you wanna be quite huh" I said
                          
"Whatever Chris, I'll tell them when you tell her" she said smacking her lips
                          
Ariana POV
                          
 I had to lie to Chris cause I just didn't want him to think that I was never gone tell them about him. But I sure as hell aint gone tell them until I absolutely certain we gone stay together for a while.
                          
"Baby ima get in the shower"I called to him from his bathroom.
                          
"Alright, but Ari
                          
"yes?"
                          
"can I get in too?"
                          
I slammed the bathroom door hard so he knew the answer was No. We haven't had actual sex yet but his mouth has been putting in work. ****as the hot water ran over my body I started to think back to our escapades; Chris and I had got into our first fight. "It's a yes or a No are you Fucking around on me Christian" I screamed filling my apartment with noise.
                          
"No woman got damn" he screamed back
                          
I turned my head away from him with my arms folded across my chest, catching an attitude. Chris pulled me by the waist band of my spandex running shorts into his muscled filled chest.I squirmed trying to get away but I couldn't with his grip firmly around my waist. He moved his hands lower until each ass cheek was in a separate hand. He began to nibble on my neck as I tried to pull myself away from him. He started to suck making hickeys form under my jaw to my collar bone. I couldn't fight no more his wet warm mouth on my skin was getting to me.
                          
"you still wondering who im messing with" he said taking a short break away from my skin.
                          
I simply answered with a faint "yes".
                          
"it's all you and only you Ariana" he pulled up my tank top as he spoke. Leaving me in a sports bra, he pulled that off next and immediately sucked a hard nipple into his mouth. He started to do circular motions aver my areola making me pant. He picked me up holding me by my waist and carried me off to my room. He flopped me on the bed as he pulled off his shirt before I could stop myself I was running my hands all over his tatted arms,pecks and abs." I bit my lip as I mumbled "ohh my goodness" he pulled away from my hands as he pulled me by ankles to the edge of the bed. And took of my short with ease. I couldn't help but wish I had wore panties. He trailed kissed from my stomach to my V. My body started to tense with anticipation. He pried my legs open making me turn red with nerves. He planted a light kiss on my clit. I sucked in air quickly as he put his tongue on it next. He licked slowly at first making my body tingle with enjoyment. He began to lick faster making me throw my head back in ecstacy. "Chris stop playing with me I moaned, cause he stopped. He slide a finger into me to replace my words with moans, and it did. He started to go fast with his in and out motions as I oozed my juices all over his finger. "damn girl you wet as hell" he said while sliding another finger in he started his rhythm while tonging me down all at once. I gripped the side of my bed for leverage as my release built."ohh shit Chris" I screamed. He slowed down before I reached me climax, "say you sorry Ari".
                          
"Baby go faster" I replied.
                          
"say it Ariana".
                          
"baby please" I cried out.
                          
"say it and I'll give you what you want" "im sorry Christian", with that he picked up speed and my legs began to shake, my back arched as I released all my sweet nectar into him. He licked up all my juices making me climax again.
                          
"doubt our relationship again and see what happen" he said pinching my nipple.
                          
I nodded saying I won't with everything from my breast to my toes numb.*****
                          
I got out the shower dripping wet and not just from the water.
                          
"Christian, will you hand me my bag please" I yelled.
                          
He stopped infront of the door staring at me. "thank you" I said extending my hand. He placed the bag on the bed next to my phone.
                          
"who the hell is "my other half"" he said starring down at my ringing phone. I snatched MY ringing phone off the bed quickly, Christians phone began to ring too. We both turned around to answer our calls.
                          
Me: "hey Tj"
                          
Chris: "aye wass up"
                          
Tj:"what's up little sis, I need you to get down to my crib right now"
                          
Chris:"alright dre im on my way" he said hanging up quickly but staring at me while I answered Tj back
                          
Me: "okay I'll be there soon......love you too" I tried to mumble the last part but it made no sense to.
                          
"who you saying I love you too but you ain't said it to me at all"
                          
"my brother damn" I said accidentally dropping my towel to the floor. 
I gave him the come here motion and he did as he was told. I jumped onto his waist completely naked and kissed him passionately. "you haven't said it either you know that right" I said as he kissed my neck.
                          
he didn't say nothing to me he just looked at me, I understand that he can't yet cause I can't either, so I wasn't mad.
                          
"baby I got to go" I said breaking the silence.
                          
"I do too"
                          
I got out of his arms and got dressed and he did the same. I put,on black jeans, red combat boots and a high low crop top with my leather jacket. I quickly pulled my hair into a messy bun on the top of my head and headed to the living room where Christian was already dressed in sweats and J's.
                          
"you want me drop you of to get your car"he asked.
                          
I gave him a kiss on the lips taking his range rover keys out of his sweats pocket."there's no need" I said smiling as I pulled him towards the door.
                          
"you lucky you got a phat ass"he said picking up the keys to his 2014 Denali.
                          
"whatever just be good" I a said grabbing his dick before walking down the stairs.