Chapter 3 - 10/2/19

                                    

                                          
Bruh I keep starting my chapters with someone speaking like it's so hard to be creative eye- 
I also feel so special when people kindly asks me to update (being the unorganized ass I am) like they actually likes my story uwu 
감사합니다 여러분! <3 (that says thank you everyone)
                          
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"Wha- why? My taste can change, you know. I'm not usually that edgy if you actually try to know me." You pouted and suddenly became emotional. You always tear up at serious conversations, since confrontation is what you always fuck up. 'Why can I never stop crying. I feel so stupid, suddenly crying like an emotional pussy. Fucking dicksmash I feel like a weak Y/N in a shitty story.' You thought. The tension was somehow very dense, so you cowered and shook a little. You were weak and useless under their serious gazes. 
                          
Yoongi sighed, coming up and hugged you, making you jump. "Please don't cry baby.. it hurts us enough already that you're lying to us, but it hurts more when you're sad." You were fairly surprised, not knowing if it was because he called you 'baby' or him knowing that you lied to them. You whispered an 'I'm sorry' and just had a silent breakdown right there and then. They all came to you and gave big group hugs, whispering 'don't cry's and 'shhh's.
                          
"It's just that you guys felt so distant to me compared to when you're all together. I mean, I know I'm just the outsider that was newly introduced, but I-I just can't help feeling a bit left out. I'm sorry if I was being too clingy. I'm sorry if I was too much. I'm sorry if I'm just being your burdens. Please, tell me. Tell.." You sniffed. "-me how I can at least worth more to you guys." After confessing some of your feelings, your soul felt light like you had just got rid of a part of your burdens. 
                          
"I look like a red, snotty mess don't I." You sniffed. You could be Rudolph's daughter at the moment. (This was where I had cut off and just passed out asleep irl. I fucking stayed up till 6 AM with my stupid ass. You can keep reading now. I'm just letting y'all know where I died for a few hours.)
                          
"A beautiful, red snotty mess." Tae said. "But I think you should go clean up. It's gonna feel nasty if it dries.." Adds Hoseok. This clean freak.
                          
After you finished cleaning up your face and embarrassment, you walked back out to the living room. You then heard Jimin talking to assumingely Namjoon. "This is troublesome.. some sasaeng texted me and sent nudes... of course I didn't look! I already have someone way better!" You peeked behind him and saw the texts.
                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
Found it on my friends page but it's probably fake. Who knows :/ also I translated it.
                          
Nudes?! What the fuck.. "I hope you're not lying about seeing those nudes, Chim Chim. You wouldn't be Christian anymore." You snickered. You still sounded like a nasal whale that died from the rounds of crying, so that made your voice sounds 10 times squeakier. (Like u know the voice after u cry and ur nose just fucks u up)
                          
"Like I said, I have someone way be- oh Y/N. You finished cleaning up, and no I am still Christian Chimmy." He was partly pouting, wanting to make his statement clear. "So who's this 'better person' you got on your mind? Is it Namjoon?" You asked, not forgetting to wink. 
                          
Namjoon, the one Jimin was talking to before you came blushed hard. Actually, they both did. "Minjoon for life. Huehue. Also, you got anymore soy milk? I'm craving for something sweet right now cause I just shitted out the chicken." It was a blatant question, and Namjoon's head shot towards you.
                          
"Language, Y/N-nie." You got shocked. They never really cared much if you cursed around them or not until now. "Why? You never minded until now. What, are you my daddy now?." You emphasized the word daddy by raising your eyebrows up and down.
                          
Your face looked very stupid at the moment, but you were satisfied with the stupid pun. "Sorry, that just came to my head." Before you could finish your sentence you were hugged by Jimin and Namjoon. "Why are you hugging me? You could've gotten my snot on your clothes, and I know you no likey likey tukutukutukuun~ being dirty." You really don't know why you kept making horrible puns, but you were enjoying the stupidity.
                          
"Ohmygodohmygodohmygod! You sounded just like the little you are!" Jimin quickly spoke. What the fuck? Is he mocking my height? You didn't know what he meant exactly by 'little', so you just had a stupid confused expression on your face. You were also very offended.
                          
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Sorry for the short chapter 
I had an author block (no inspiration to write) and I also had to try to update my 2 other books so my finger, mind, and mentality is feeing abused skskks
This chapter may also be stupid, and that's why kids to never stay up until 6 AM everyday because you'll become retarded
U_U like me