8. The truth

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The sound of footsteps of people walking in and out of the room, the wails of those heartbroken mourning people, the tears rolling down their faces which end up hitting the ground and then the sound of a small piece of paper, crumbling inside someone's pocket.

These sounds were all crystal clear to Sehun's ears as he stared at the smiling picture of Hyungsuk.

Everyone who would see Sehun right now would've think he was an emotionless bastard because that was exactly what his face portrayed at the moment. Just an empty emotionless expression.

It wasn't because he didn't care about Hyungsuk. That wasn't the case at all.

In fact, he loved that man because he was like a father to him.

But Sehun was never the type to show his emotions too much. Not because he didn't want to but because he just didn't know how to.

He grew up losing so many people around him, that it somehow made him lock up all the sadness inside himself.

Having another person being taken away from him, made him honestly question himself if he was being punished for all his sins. 


Sehun's eyes traveled over the sea of flowers that were placed around Hyungsuk's picture. He had to swallow his tears as he watched Seola and her two kids, Soobin and Taehyun cry their hearts out.

Sudden memories came back to Sehun's mind, memories like the day he and Sejoon lost both their parents.

Also the memory of the day his brother died in his arms. Those were the memories he wanted to forget the most but couldn't because days like this made him remember every second of it.

He just didn't know what to do anymore.

He was losing everyone around him, everyone who meant so much to him.. they were all gone now and there was nothing Sehun could do to bring them back.

And that shattered him into pieces.

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Sehun drove to the usual bar he always hangs out to drink his sorrow away.

Or at least, that's what he was hoping for.

It didn't take long for two girls to have their eyes set on the broken looking man.

They slowly made their way over to him, like a predator makes it's way over to their prey.

''what's with the sad face cutie?'' one of the girl's asked.

Sehun slowly raised his head, glancing to the side while giving them an indifferent look.

''fuck off''

''excuse me?'' the girl asked with an offended look. 

''are you deaf? Did you not hear what I said? let me repeat it for you. Fuck. Off'' he said as he shoots them anice cold glare , before he got up from his chair and left.

He decided to go back home, but not before buying some more alcohol at a nearby convenience store.

He kicked off his shoes and threw his jacket on the floor, stumbling making his way over to the couch.

He stared at the TV without even actually watching the program that was on.

All he could think of right now was his friend who was cold blooded murdered.

The sound of the doorbell awoke him from his thoughts but at that point he couldn't careless about the person who was standing outside his door. 

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