Sophias POV;
I don't think I've ever been in such a difficult position before,ofcourse I don't want to just forget my feelings for michael and everything weve done together but what else am I meant to do? Carry on something that's going to go nowhere because were in two different countries not to mention the fact michaels famous therefore he's going to have no time to speak to me and we'd be trying for nothing . Its 3 days before the lads leave and I'm trying to grab as much time with michael as I can which is hard when your trying to have your brother not find out.
"Its a nice night.." I smile as I walk with michael into a town,it was a weekend and I had pretty much spent the whole day with michael and ofcourse dan thinks I'm out with friends,the lies are becoming far much easier to tell, I hate lying to him but now its just coming naturally.
"It is,not too many people out" he replies wrapping his arm around my waist holding me close as we walk
"Todays been nice" I smile as we walk to an unknown location to both of us
"It has, we should it more...." He stopped his sentence realising that soon we won't even be able to hang out, I had been trying to forget about it all day but now that its come up, my mind is blowing up with all sorts of thoughts about it.
"I'm sorry babe,I forgot" michael apologizes kissing my head before giving me a slight smile
."Its okay, maybe we should talk about it, I mean all we've been doing is trying to avoid the subject ,but we can't ignore it forever"
" I know,I just dident expect to fall for someone during being here so now its all abit confusing as to what we do next because I refuse to forget"
"I'm just scared" I admit because quite frankly I am
"Scared of what babe?" Michael stops in his tracks and turns to face me
"Scared that you'll go back and forget all about me,that you'll find another girl and you won't want to know me anymore because I know there's better girls then me out there,I mean your fans are beautiful and I just " I shake my head not knowing what else to say as my mind explodes with thoughts,I look down as he places his hand on my cheek
"First of all don't you dare think like that, to me your beautiful and it drives me crazy because all I ever want to do is kiss you and hold you and I can't , I promise you , I promise" michael grabs my hands and holds them in his .
"I will never forget you" he adds looking straight into my eyes
"You don't know that michael" I sigh breaking eye contact to look down
"Yes I do, I'm so sure that I will not forget you, I will not let that happen" michael says trying to drill it into my head but somehow,in the back of my mind,I cannot just help but think he'll forget.
"SOphia? Michael? What the .." I hear a voice shouts,I instantly recognise the voice and my heart instantly stops, he said he was editing a video all night..
"Dan.." I say turning to face him, I look at michael and a blank expression is all I get
"What are you two doing together..holding hands, what the hell michael,that's my sister" he shouts
"It..its nothing dan..I just saw her here and offered to bring her home" michael lies and I realise soon enough that ill have to play along
"I had an argument with my friend here and she left, I had no way of getting home and I saw michael,he was just calming me down" I lied hoping dan will fall for it
"Don't lie sophia" I notice dan starting to calm down asif he was starting to believe us
"Were not lying" michael replies
"Right.." Dan says still looking unsure of our lie
"Well come on then,thanks michael..." He adds walking to a cab which I'm assuming he had already waiting for him
"Bye michael..thankyou" I say with a small frown wanting to stay with him, I slowly walk to the cab and walk in letting out a slight sigh of relief that the lie worked
