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November 4, 2018
8:45 am 

Saiyr

My eyes slowly fluttered open but quickly shut due to the light from the blinds beaming on my face. I turned my head to look over at Oscar who was sleeping peacefully on my chest, i grinned at him as I rubbed his head. Last night was..special. I wouldn't of lost my virginity any other way, I can't believe I lost my virginity to someone so special to me, someone I trust. If I could do it all over again, I'd do it the same way. 


Oscar shifted alittle knocking me out of my thoughts, I slowly turned my head to him to see he was wide awake, staring at me. "Good morning baby boy." I smiled and he smile too, "Good morning princesa." He kissed my head causing my smile to widen. "What time is it?" Oscar yawned. I turned over to grab my phone off the night stand, my eyes immediately went wide as I saw the time. "Oh shit I'm late for school!" I said, rushing out of the bed to find my clothes. "My mom is gonna beat my ass." I muttered, slipping on my joggers and hoodie. Oscar placed a hand on my shoulder, I looked up at him with a pout. "Relax, you want breakfast?" He said and I knitted my eyebrows together. "Oscar, I'm already late for
School." "Exactly might as well have breakfast." I huffed, "I mean I guess your right." I said, he smiled. "French toast?" He asked and I nodded "sounds good." I smiled. He grabbed a hold of my hand and dragged me to the kitchen. I watched as he got out the ingredients to make the French toast then I started wondering around the house, until I spotted baby pictures. I smiled softly as I picked up a photo of Oscar. He had a full head of hair and he looked adorable. "Awe you looked so cute and you had hair!" I said with a chuckle. Oscar looked over at me as I showed him the photos. 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          

"I wasn't always this bald you know." He replied. "Yeah i know that now." I said and he shook his head. "You're annoying." "You love me." "Maybe I do and maybe I don't. Who Knows." Oscar shrugged, I rolled my eyes at him as I made my way back to kitchen table. "So I see you like to cook." I said. I was watching how focused Oscar was on the food. "Yeah, not a lot of people know this but I wanted to be a chef." He said and I smiled, "Really?" He nodded. "Yeah. I was gonna go to a culinary Arts school and everything." Was? I tilted my head and squinted at him. "What was stopping you?" I questioned. "My mom." He said. "She's uh- a drug addicted. She did coke, heroin, meth. You name it." As he said it, he said it so empty like, like he was numb to it and it didn't bother him. It made me sad. "I couldn't leave Cesar with her, she was so unstable. So I had to give everything up, for Cesar." "Well you can always do it now. Cesar's not little anymore. It's not too late for your dream to come true." I said. Oscar stared at me as the corners of his lips spread into a smile. I raised an eyebrow, "what?" I said. He leaned in to peck my lips, "nothing." He smiled as he pulled away. I started to blush. "Maybe I'll consider it." He said as he handed me a plate of French toast. "This looks amazing Oscar, you're so talented!" 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
"This looks perfect. Now you have to apply to a culinary arts school, if you won't do it I'll do it for you." He chuckled as he sat across from me. "Thank you hermosa." I sent him a smile, "so hows your baby mama." I said as I stuffed a piece of French toast into my mouth. I didn't really care how Selena was doing if I'm being honest, I was just being nosey. "She's doing okay I guess." Oscar shrugged. "I only text her to talk about the baby. We're suppose to be going to her doctors Appointment today. that reminds me I need to talk to her about that dumbass lie she told you." I nodded. "You guys have any idea what your naming your baby boy?" I asked. Oscar nodded, "we have." Oscar smiled. "We decided to name him Santo Sanchez-Diaz." "He doesn't have a middle name?" Oscar shook his head, "Nah, we couldn't come up with one." I nodded. "Well I can't wait to see him." I smiled. "Me too ,you tryna be step mama?" Oscar smirked and I playfully rolled my eyes. "You're so annoying." I said as he laughed.


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"Thank you for the ride papi." I said to Oscar as he pulled up in front of my school. "Keep playing and I'll take you back to my place and fuck the shit out of you again." He said and I smirked. "Can't wait." I Pecked his check before getting out of his car, not waiting for a reaction. I turned my head as I made my way on campus, I smiled and waved goodbye to oscar before heading to the cafeteria. It was noon. Which meant it was lunch.  I spotted the crew together at our usual lunch table. "Hey." I said as I approached them. "Where were you?" Adrían said. "We haven't seen you all day." "Oh uh, I woke up late." I sat down between Sydney and ruby. "Did i just see you get out of Oscar's car?" Sydney said. "Yeah, my cars in the shop so he gave me a ride." I replied and she nodded, squinting at me. "You look different today, and you're like glowing." She pointed out. Her face was scrunched up as she stared at me, like she was putting the pieces together. Then her eyes went wide, "oh my god." She whispered. "You and spooky." She chuckled. "He took your virginity!" She whispered and my eyes went wide. "How'd you figure that out?!?" I said. She shrugged, "I'm good at reading people." She said. "But anyway how was it?" I chuckled. "I mean it wasn't bad." I said with a nonchalant tone. Sydney blinked at me, "okay! It was amazing." I smiled. "It was perfect and special and romantic. He was so careful with me." I smiled as I daydreamed about last night. "Aweee." Sydney cooed making me smile more. "So what does this mean now? Are you guys together or?" I shrugged. "Honestly, I don't know. We didn't really talk about it." "Keeping the mystery alive, I like it." She smiled causing me to laugh. "I thought you were against me and Oscar together." I teased and she playfully rolled her eyes.  "I mean I was but Oscar has changed and it was all thanks to you. He's cool now, but if he hurts you I'll shoot him myself." She replied, i laughed. "Did you guys.. you know.. use protection?" I made a face, "I mean..well." Sydney's eyes went wide, "SAIYR!" She yelled causing the gang to look at us. "What's wrong?" Tyler said and Sydney and I shook our heads. "Nothing." Sydney smiled then the gang went back to their  conversations. Sydney looked back at me. "Did He at least pull out?" "I mean.." her eyes went wide again. "I'm on the pill. so don't worry." I said. "I can't believe you!" She chuckled playfully pushing me, I laughed. 



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Y'all: omg he nutted in her she's pregnant!!😧
Saiyr and her birth control: I THINK TF NOT. 


Ps: I uploaded two new books if you haven't noticed, their called 'speed racer' and 'Niña Mala' 🙂