~diciotto

                                    

                                          
"Hey, you're the guy from Zen right?" Damien asks, smirking widely. "Well then Jessie, I'll just leave you two to it." He pushes the pizzas in my hands and rushes back. I can't see any more of him through the dark so I have no idea where he's headed.
                          
"What the fuck did he mean?" Harry's eyes are wild, probably because he was so shocked. The buzzing of my phone in my pocket startles me. "Hold this." I push the pizza boxes in Harry's arms and press 'answer'
                          
 "Psss Jessie, I'm not on speaker phone right?" 
"Ehh no you're not"
"I just paid for your pizza, have fun with the guy and give me half of the money tomorrow at school" 
"Damian, I told you, I'm not a fucking whore." 
"You were serious about that?"
"Oh my god Damian you're a fucking idiot!"
"Fuck, I just paid for love pizzas"
"What?"
"A love pizza, a pizza eaten by two lovebirds"
"Damian, if you tell anyone about this I'll rip your balls off with an elastic band"
"Fine I won't tell anyone but in return you'll have to buy me pizzas"
"Alright, I'll buy you as much pizzas as you want"
"But if you tell anyone, even a geek, I'll spill some of your private things to the whole school"
"I told you, I won't tell a soul"
"Okay, I believe you, I'll see you tomorrow." 
"USE PROTECTION!" 
                          
I slide my phone back in my pocket and go to the living room where Harry is, throwing the pizza boxes in the trashcan. The steamy pizzas are already on our plates but... the cans of beer are gone, two glasses of coke are now next to our plates. "Where is my beer?" I ask Harry confusedly.
                          
"It's a school night plus you're not even allowed to drink according to the law." I groan. "Seriously?" Harry raises his eyebrows as if he's telling me 'I will break up with you if you are going to drink'. Of course Harry won't say that but he is giving me the signals.
                          
I silently sit down next to him, sipping my coke and taking large bites of my pizza slices until I'm already halfway. I turn to Harry who is now looking at me, a pizza slice hanging out of his mouth which makes laugh. "What are you even doing?" I giggle.
                          
"That." Harry says as soon as his slice is back on his plate. "What?" This boy really confuses me. "Making you laugh. You were so silent the whole time and I bet it wasn't because you were paying attention to the movie, I saw you thinking." 
                          
"I was thinking about you." I say, biting my lip in embarrassment. "What about me?" He asks with questioning eyes. "I just don't want to fuck things up with you, I mean you're one of the really good things in my life now and I don't want to lose you." 
                          
Harry pauses the movie and spreads his arms so I can cuddle up in them. "Thank you." I look up at him. Damn he's got nice eyes. "For what?" He strokes my naked shoulder in comfort. "For coming here." Harry and I smile at each other and the butterflies erupt in my stomach again. 
                          
I lean towards Harry and connect my lips with his, humming in satisfaction. The kiss is different like our previous kisses, it's full of feelings, this kiss is the best one I've had so far. I'm lifted from my position and now Harry is on top of me, kissing my shoulder before taking off my sweater. My skinny jeans follow but not without the problem of them being stuck around the knees. With cheeks as red as a tomato, I removed them and then went back to kissing Harry so he wouldn't see my face. 
                          
Not much later Harry is inside of me, moving in and out. It feels so fucking good and I'm biting my lip to keep myself from screaming out in pleasure. I dig my nails (that are barely there) in his back and I can feel his back muscles tense with every thrust.
                          
Harry whispers things in my ear, things that would give my grandma a heart attack. "Touch me." I moan as Harry leans on one arm now, his other one is stroking my thighs which makes me go crazy. Only seconds later I come undone, Harry following a few thrusts later. 
                          
Harry turns us around so I'm now laying on him. "If I can be honest with you." I breathe. "I've had a lot of guys, but I've never felt like this."
                          
"Same." Harry says out of breath. I can feel the beating of his heart through his chest and I close my eyes, listening to it. "Do you want to watch the rest of the movie?" 

 "No, I'm fine." 

 "Do you want any more pizza?" I shake my head in response and Harry relaxes.
                          

                          
This moment is perfect, I couldn't have asked for a better one 
                          
•••
                          
I'm waking up from the sound of the front door being opened. "Harry." I say, feeling my throat tighten in fright. "What is it?" Harry rubs his eyes. It's not a good moment to think about this but he looks so fucking cute when he wakes up. 
                          
I shrug on my shirt and I put my panties back on.
                          
"Hello?" My voice is unstable. 
                          
"Jessica? Are you here? We're home." My mom yells.
                          
We're so fucked
                          
chapter 18! this is going so fast oh my god, i remember when i started writing this story. on tuesday it's its anniversary of 1 month!
                          
and i'm thinking of deleting revenge, if you don't want it deleted, please comment it right here. (by deleting i don't mean permanently, i still have a backup saved on word)
                          
i hope you all liked this chapter, please vote if you did!
                          

                          
amy