I'm here (Kaminari x Suicidal! Reader)

                                    

                                          
(Warning!! Mature topics! If you feel the need to do anything like in this story please call this number 1-800-273-8255)
                          
Who: Kaminari Denki 
Quirk: Magical Weapons 
Hero Name: Kite
About the Reader: Suicidal
About Them: N/A
Time: Random
Rating: Angst
Gender: Female 
Word Count: 2380
                          
(Y/N P.O.V)
                          
It was summer and school was out, and I was left alone, again. I hated being alone but everyone had work. My phone buzzed and I looked over to see who it was. Message from My Goof  <3: 12:00 PM 'Denki texted me. I wonder why?' I though as I opened the message. 
                          
My Goof: Wanna come hang out at the pool with everyone? It'll be fun!
                          
'The pool? Where I'd have to show my arms, not a chance!' I though as I typed my message back. 
                          
Me: Sorry, I can't. Wish I could see everyone though but I just don't like swimming that much.
                          
My Goof: Are you sure that's it? Y/N, I've seen your arms. I didn't want to ask because I didn't want to upset you. Hopefully this didn't upset you. Can I come over?
                          
'When?! Oh no, what if he tells everyone? What if everyone makes fun of me? Will they even care if he does say? I doubt it.' I let 20 minuets pass without replying. 
                          
My Goof: Are you ok?
                          
I didn't answer. I was too shocked from the fact that he knew but never said anything.
                          
My Goof: Y/N? Please answer me, don't tell me you did something stupid! I'm coming over, please just wait for me!
                          
I was crying. 'How could he have figured out? I always wore long sleeves.' I summoned my usual knife from my quirk. 'I need to do more. I deserve this, I brought this on myself!'
                          
All of a sudden I heard a frantic knock on the door. "Y/N please open the door! Please don't tell me you've already done something!" "Denki" I whispered to myself. 
                          
I slowly walked to the front door and unlocked it. Right as I unlocked it my boyfriend, Kaminari Denki, bursts in. "Thank god you're ok." He said panicked while pulling my into a hug. 
                          
He saw the knife in my hand and quickly snatched it away. "Please, no" he whispered to me throwing the knife across the room. "I don't want you to leave me." He said burying his head into my neck. 
                          
"Why?" I choked out. He looked up at me. "Why didn't you tell me you saw them? What if someone else saw them? Why do you have to care about me so much? I'm not worth your time!" I said starting to cry. 
                          
He held me close, "No one else saw, I only saw it when you ran up to your room the last time I was here. I opened the door and saw them before you pulled your sleeve back down." He said slowly grabbing my arm and pulling the sleeve up. 
                          
When he got it all the way up he looked at my arm, tears spilling from his eyes. He placed his head in my hand. "Please don't do this anymore." He said quietly. I couldn't stop crying, I tried but I couldn't. 
                          
"I love you, Y/N. I can't stand seeing you do this to yourself. You're beautiful, kind, talented, and generous, qualities that most people don't even have one of, but you have all of them. You don't deserve to die. I want you to stay with me, I'm here! Talk it out with me instead! I will never leave you!" He said crying. 
                          
I brought my arm back and pulled down my sleeve. I grabbed Denki's hand and brought him to my room. I laid down and pulled him over to lay with me. "Please don't leave me." I sobbed out. He laid down beside me and held me close as I sobbed into his chest.