Chapter 36

                                    

                                          
Milyn POV 
                          
My father, mother, Brandon, Crystal and I were all sitting down at the kitchen table.
                          
The tension thick and eyes wandering on one another. Nobody spoken, or made any nose. It was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.
                          
"So who's starting ?" Brandon asked.
                          
My eyes went to my father. Speak, I kept saying in my mind. He needs to explain.
                          
"It wasn't you guys mother that I met first. It wasn't her that was my first love." He started, "I met Janeen when I was in Junior high. She was everything that a man could love. But it was her mouth that was her worst enemy. Her mouth got her in more trouble than it should have."
                          
He cleared his throat, "We together all through our senior year. Once we graduated, we spent the summer time in Hawaii. Yeah, we had some fun here and there but when you're with Janeen, nothing fun ever last." He sighed, "We flew back to the States and our relationship started to get worst. The arguments got more serious and everything was rolling down hill."
                          
"Lets go to the pregnancy scene, shall we ?" Crystal asked.
                          
"We had our last argument, once I found out she was stripping. I made good money, I don't know why she would do that. I made not had been making legal money, but it was money that had us living nice. I left her and traveled to San Diego. That's when I met yall' mother." He said, nodding towards Brandon and I.
                          
"Farah wasn't my first love but my true love. I loved her more than I loved myself." He looked at my mother and she turned her head away, "After eight years with being with each other, we had Brandon. Life was going pretty good and smooth. I only had one problem and it was Janeen. For some reason, I couldn't stop thinking about her."
                          
He sighed and rubbed his hand down his face, "I went down to Los Angelos to pay her a visit. I noticed a few changes about her. She was more bigger and she seemed out of it. She told me that she was still stripping and that she was now pregnant. I started lending her money to help her out and she was stubborn as hell. She wouldn't take it at first, but she did afterwards. The visitations started getting more frequently and we started seeing each other again."
                          
"You was cheating on mom ?" I asked.
                          
"Milyn-"
                          
"No, I stuck up for your grimy ass !" I yelled.
                          
"Milyn, calm down." Brandon said.
                          
I looked at him and he gave me reassuring look. I took a deep breath and sat back down in the chair.
                          
"About a year after Crystal was born, the visiting started happening less. Guilt was over powering my mind and I stopped seeing Janeen. After a year of not hearing from Janeen, Farah was now pregnant."
                          
How could he treat both woman like this? I looked up to him. I stuck up for him. I won't look at him the same, I just won't.
                          
I'm trying so hard to bite my tongue, just for Brandon's sake. Only god knows what the hell is on Crystal's mind.
                          
"You knew he was cheating." Brandon said, looking at our mom.
                          
She nodded her head, "I didn't say anything because I wanted him to come clean first. I wanted to divorce him right away, but I didn't want you two to grow up without a father. Every child needs their father in their life." She said. Her eyes read and teary. She was crying from finally hearing the story from my father.
                          
"Why would you just abandon me like that ?" Crystal asked.
                          
"When I heard your mother got murdered, I went to look for you but you were gone." He said, putting his head in his hands, "I thought they took you too." He cried.