Whilst I was getting myself ready I saw Kaz walk into the room whilst I was looking at my reflection in the mirror, 
                          
"Alright C?" She asked me and I nodded my head slowly 
"I heard you and Jack talking earlier, how come you slept in the hideaway?" She continued to ask me so I stood up from my seat and poked my head round the door to see if anyone was listening or close by and luckily they weren't so I took a deep breath and decided to tell Kaz how I was really feeling. 
                          
"I still like Eyal." I said and I saw Kaz smile as her eyes went wide also to follow her big grin
                          
"I'm so pleased for you." She told me 
                          
"Why? I look like a big snake to the outside world and Jack does not have a clue." I sigh 
                          
"Look as much as I like Jack and as much as you two do make a good looking couple, there has always been something there with Eyal I could tell right from the beginning when I was watching at home. The two of you have this connection and I honestly do think Charis that you need to see him when we get home tomorrow." Kaz expressed to me and I nodded my head. 
                          
"I lied awake all last night thinking about him and how different my life would've been if I left either with him or a couple of days afterwards just like Samira did. I'm not say that I'm not grateful for the position that I am in now because I am loving everything and everyone here I just think that this whole experience for me- personally would be a whole lot better if he was here with me throughout it all." I sigh as I sit at the dressing table as I run my hands down my face. 
                          
"All you have to do is stick this out for a couple more hours and then all this will be over and you will get to decide what you do next whether you win or not does not matter as long as you're happy with who you are with or decide to be with then I promise you Charis nothing else will actually matter just as long as you know that in your heart you are doing right by you." Kaz said to me with a small smile for encouragement and I nodded my head at her as she hugged me tightly, the two of us then walked through the bedroom to get outside where we found everyone else sitting either on the beanbags or by the poolside as one big group so Kaz and I decided to join them all.
                          
"I've got a text!" Laura shouted and that got all of our attention towards her, I leaned my head on Dani's shoulder and she leaned her head on my head as well. 
"Islanders the time has come for two worlds to collide. Hashtag meetthefam hashtag firstimpressionsareeverything." Laura continued to say and everyone instantly got excited about getting to see their family, myself included because I really wanted to see my mum right now because she always had the right thing to say in these situations. 
                          
"How you feeling Jack?" Paul asked him as he looked over at Dani who was smiling at him, 
                          
"I'm shitting bricks, I'm so nervous about meeting Dans dad." He said which made us all laugh a little bit
                          
"You'll be fine they'll love you." Dani reassured him as she kissed his cheek. 
                          
"I honestly can't wait to see my mum she is honestly my best friend." I said to everybody and they smiled at me, 
                          
"You'll have to meet my mum and dad Charis, you have been my best friend in here since you first walked through them doors." Dani said and I smiled as I nodded my head at her 
                          
"I think we all want to meet your dad Dani." Laura joked which made us all laugh together, Jack then put his arm around my shoulder and kissed the temple of my head but I didn't smile into it like I usually would; I wasn't getting them flutters in my stomach like I usually would if I was coupled up with somebody.