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«rina pov»
                          
i stood shook that yeosang has left me. did i interrupt something? did i make him mad? is he embarrassed that i kissed him? it's obviously not the third one since he wouldnt have left mad. the sound of the warning bell has brought me back to reality and i ran to class. surprisingly san wasnt here yet.
                          
A few minutes has passed and san walked in. His cheeks were all red, as if he ran a marathon. "late mr.choi." the teacher said. "sorry." he answered. he then came to sit next to me. "you ok?" we both asked eachother. "yeah, just surprised he did me like that. you?" i answered. "yeah, just got myself a mans." he said with a smile.
                          
oh so... san is gay? 
                          
"who?" i asked. "jung." he answered. jung? as in jung yunho? "wooyoung." he said. "aww thats cute." i said. then it went quiet. i didnt even think they wouldve ended up with eachother. wait... now thinking about it, it was kinda obvious they had a thing. 
                          
school ended, me and san both walked out. "im gonna wait for jung." he said. "you go ahead, im sure yeosang will take you home." he continued. "its fine. ill walk alone." i said with a smile. "sorry." he said. i walked ahead and saw yeosang standing near the gate. "yeosang!" i yelled. he looked at me and i swear i saw a smile. but then his face went back to being poker. "what are you doing?" i asked. "bouta head home. why?" he asked. "can you walk with me?" i asked. "i cant..." he whispered and looked behind me. i turned and it was the three boys from this morning. "yeosang... please." i begged. his cheeks went red. "tell mingi." he said, furrowing his brows. "i dont fucking like that idiot. i dont even want to be near him. just thinking about it drives me crazy. i dont want you talking to them or being near them. you hear?" i said. "no." he answered and walked away. i made my fist into a ball. my heart broke into a million pieces. 
                          
"rina." the deep voice i didnt want to hear spoke up, song mingi. "can we talk?" but something about his voice makes me want to crawl back into his arms. 
                          
i hated it, but i missed it. his voice, he sounded worried. just thinking about the person i hate yet miss makes my heart hurt even more than it does. i felt tears rolling down my cheeks. i let out a sob. oh the back hugs, i miss them. when i was sad, he would hug me from behind. when i cooked, he would hug me from behind. when just standing and looking at the view of the beach, he would hug me from behind. 
                          
"are you ok?" he asked worriedly. and there was the hug that i desired. he let go and i turned to face him. 
                          
the worried look he gave me was the ones ive seen so many times. the ones he gave me in the morning everytime i asked him to come over. the ones he gave me when i cry and complain. the ones he gave me when i was hurt. 
                          
without realizing it, i hugged him. i hugged him tight, i didnt want to leave him. i cried onto his chest. im sure he is as surprised as i was. i felt him hesitantly hug me back. "it-its ok." he stuttered. 
                          
as i pulled away, mingi moved his hands onto my cheeks, wiping the tears. "whats wrong?" he asked. 
                          
all this, brings back memories. mingi was always there for me. even though he did stuff behind my back, he always cared for me. 
                          
"nothing. where is hongjoong and jongho?" i asked. "they went somewhere else. im surprise you suddenly hugged me." he said with a chuckle at the end. his hands went down to his sides. "sorry... i just needed a hug." i mumbled. "you said you wanted to talk, right?" i asked him, changing the subject. "oh, right." he said, remembering why he walked up to me. "i missed you." he started off. "mingi-" he interrupts me. "no, listen." he said. i nod my head for him to continue. "i miss you, rina. i regret everything. and you know that. you knew that i lvoed you. and i still do continue to love you. please give me one more chance. you belive in second chances, right. so give me a second chance." he confessed. "but... yeosang." i said looking down. "you think he actually cares about uou. he is probably only dating you because he wants the attention." he said. i looked at the direction where he left. "does he?" i whispered. "yes, he is also probably doing it to get other people away from him." he said. i looked back up at mingi. "i'll think about it." i said. "you still have my number right?" he asked, and smiled. 
                          
oh the smile that i miss. he always smiled when he was around me. his smile made me smile. just like that time where we went to an amusement park and i was scared to go to the ferris wheel. but he smiled at me, that made me smile back and it calmed me down. that was also where our first kiss happen. 
                          
"yeah." i answered. "great, want me to walk you home?" he asked. "umm, yeah..." i slurred. 
                          
we walked, like it was back to normal. he held my hand, like how he used to do when we were dating. it felt as if nothing has changed. the only thing missing was the two boys, who always fooled around. though it was quiet, it wasnt awkward. it felt normal.
                          
oh gosh i sniff some drama hehe