"Kim Yura, let me take care of you. Let me be the one you depend on. Let me be the one you turn to. Let me be the one to make you happy. I want to be your man", he said as he wipes the tears on her face gently with his thumb.



                          
I want to be your man



                          
Clearing her throat slowly, taking her time calming herself as she shifts her gaze to look at him. She couldn't believe she didn't drop to the floor from all the rush of emotions taking over her. The way Taehyung is looking at her, caressing her cheek with his thumb—god this is insane.






                          
"We are married Taehyung. Like it or not, you're already my man", she tries to laugh it off, hoping that it would calm her overwhelmed self.






                          
Taehyung couldn't help but to laugh as he pulls her into his arm, embracing her tightly. His hand at the back of her head, pressing her closer to him as if she'll disappear if he lets go. 



                          
Resting her head on his chest, still lightly sobbing from her breakdown, she could hear the loud thumping of his heart. He was nervous and scared just as much as she was. They were both clueless and unsure about each other's feelings. Hidden emotions and feelings made them fear of everything that might happen.



                          
She was scared, and almost unsure. So was he.




                          
"Do you remember the day when I came to your school for the talk?" resting his head softly on hers, he smiles to himself as he recalls about that particular day.



                          
"Why?"



                          
"I wasn't lying when I say I am happily married"



                          
Slowly inching away from his embrace, she looks at him confusedly. Her eyes flicked up to meet his as she tries to compose her thoughts.



                          
"Wha—"



                          
"I am. You know I how looked forward to you coming home from school. I just need to see your face every day. I purposely did my work in the living room just to catch you at the door, creating conversation so that I could hear your voice. I feel dumb at times, wanting to spend so much time with you and thinking that you might not feel the same"



                          
Looking down, Yura could feel herself bubbling inside with so much waving emotions. She never expected all of this. She had no idea about Taehyung's feeling and to think that it all started way back then—it's almost dreamlike.






                          
"You're too quiet, now I am worried"






                          
Yura bits her lips as she smiles while looking down at her feet. Truthfully, she is out of words. Nothing can ever come out of her mouth at that moment. Feeling the sharp gaze of Taehyung's eyes, her whole body is nervous, and her mind is blank. She couldn't believe Taehyung still has that affect on her. The way she couldn't think of anything when he's around—it's insane.



                          
"Taehyung, I...my brain is processing everything and it's just...too sudden. I find myself to be in a very difficult position to register everything and—"






                          
"I'll wait. Take your time. I'll wait, no matter how long it takes for you to accept me. I'll wait, for you"
                          
-



                          
Sana observes Yura standing at the sink, washing her hands for almost a minute and she is sure her mind is elsewhere. Creeping slowly behind her, she pokes her waist making Yura shrieked.



                          
"Earth to Kim Yura, you have been washing your sins for 1 minute, how much longer do you need?"



                          
"Shut up", rolling her eyes she reaches for the napkin, drying her hand before heading straight towards the fridge.



                          
"You have been acting so...weird since Monday.  Did something happen when I was away?"



                          
"Nothing"



                          
Sana slowly approached her and pull her shoulder, turning Yura to face her. " Taehyung was here, wasn't he?"



                          
"No"



                          
"If no, why are you blushing when I mentioned his name. He was here, right? Did he accompany you here? Oh my god, did he spend the night here? Wait, did you both—"



                          
Putting her hand over Sana's mouth, frowning when Sana gave her the look of excitement as she mumbles.



                          
"Nothing happened. Why are you so—"



                          
"Did you both reconcile, that is what I was trying to say. Geez, what were you thinking?", Sana did a little shoulder shrugs, before smirking sheepishly at Yura.



                          
"I don't know Sana. It's happening too fast, I couldn't catch up. I just—"



                          
"You love him, right? And he loves you. I know it's almost painful for you to let go of the times you spent hurting, but this is the answer to your endless prayers", Sana leans on the dining table as she looks at Yura, standing still at the fridge.



                          
"I know"



                          
"You feel doubtful, isn't it?"



                          
Yura couldn't answer. She doubts she can even think of a proper answer. Not that she doesn't trust Taehyung, but somewhere along the line, she is doubting herself. As much she loves having Taehyung near her, her fear and her doubts seems to validate itself.



                          
"Yura, I know you, like the back of my hand. I know you're doubting yourself. But you have to give yourself a chance. You're a wife, married to man that actually loves you. Isn't this the time for both of you to actually, really live as a man and wife? Plan on your life and your future?"



                          
"Sana"



                          
"Yes?"



                          
"Do you think I can do this?"



                          
Sana walked up to her and takes her hand gently into hers. "You're Kim Yura, you deserve this. But first...."
                          
She paused
                          
"Please tell me what happened between you and him. Did you guys kiss? Did you guys spend the night together? Tell meeee"



                          
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NOTE
                          
Early update than my usual time hohoho. My ideas kept pouring and I might have written a lot this time. But I hope you enjoyed this chapter! More chapters coming up! Thank you for reading, I love youuuu xx