Chapter One: First Day Back

                                    

                                          
"I don't usually do this with virgins you know." I admitted, looking down at the shaggy haired boy beneath me. I noticed a single slick bead of sweat roll down the side of his good looking face. 
                          
He shrugged. "Sorry. Do I seem nervous? Because I'm not I swear if that's what you're thinking!" Jax rambled, reaching for my face with his hand and pushing it through my hair.  
                          
He tugged roughly on the strands between his fingers and I winced at the pain.  
                          
"Sorry." He apologised again. Already I was regretting this decision.  
                          
"Listen Jax. If we're going to do this you have to stop acting like what you think you should be acting like." I wrinkled my nose realising this didn't really make sense. Jax gulped loudly. I smiled at him sadly. "Listen, sex isn't like the movies, but it's still good so just relax."
                          
"I am relaxed." He told me, letting out a exaggerated audible breath to prove it. I rolled my eyes. This was far more work than I signed up for.  
                          
"Okay, for starters just concentrate on the feel of my body on you okay." I said slowly, adjusting my thighs which were around his waist. He was lay down on his bed and I watched him close his eyes.  
                          
I guided his hands slowly up my thighs and to hold the sides of my hips. Gently, I rolled my hips around.  
                          
"Holy shit." He whispered, letting out a breathy moan. Again, I rolled my eyes. This is why I didn't do this with virgins.  
                          
"Right, you're feeling it now?" I said, and then, just like flicking a switch, I felt it too. 
                          
His eyes flickered open blearily, a film of dizziness coating his eyes.  
                          
"You're an angel." Jax murmured, once again going to brush his fingers through my hair. Before he could get anywhere near me I caught his wrists and put them at his sides gently.  
                          
"And you're finally hard. So let's go for it before you flop again." I said. He looked away like I'd kicked a puppy. It was a little harsh of me to use his inexperience as an insult. "Sorry, I didn't mean that. I'm just not used to guys being clueless when it comes to this." I apologised and continued to grind on him to distract him from my mean comment. 
                          
"You know my rules right? Lights off and no sleepovers." I reminded sternly. What was just about to occur was under my terms, my choice and no one, no one, disobeyed me.  
                          
"Sure, sure..." Jax murmured, his eyes practically rolling back into his skull.  
                          
It was kind of adorable. I suppose these first moments are always intense, and in a way I'm glad he asked me to do this. My first moments had also been intense, but not in the same way. Most guys I slept with just wanted a quick shag, but Jax was so afraid to go to uni a virgin that he asked for me to come over. 
                          
I was yet to ask how he found out about my... willingness to participate. I assumed he'd asked me because of a friend, most likely one of my many hookup partners, and not a rumour from school. 
                          
And while his inexperience was quite inconvenient for me, at least I could be fully in control, and that was entirely the point. I leaned forward over his body, my hands resting on his chest. He was a willowly thing, but he had a pretty face, which made me resent this situation so much less. As my hand reached for his bedside light, my lips had found his and his hands moved up the sides of my waist.  
                          
Once it was dark, and I was satisfied that everything was in order, I quickly took off my bra and underwear, plopped it beside the bed and straddled him once more.   
                          
"I'm going to put a condom on you, okay?" I felt him nod in the dark and did precisely that. "This is your first time, enjoy it okay. Anything you don't like tell me, and anything I don't like I'll tell you. Sound good?"