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Tears burn my eyes as the pain in my lower part grows heavier.
                          
"What do you mean no?" He asks me, elbows on the either side of my head. Not gaining an answer from me,he thrust in heavily, making me cry out in pain. "Speak." He says harshly.
                          
"I just didn't want to do this." I sob. He rests my hands on his shoulders, making me feel his hard muscles.
                          
"It's too late,baby." He whispers devilishly. "You'll love it. I promise." He leaves a kiss on my nose then buries his head into the crook of my neck. I'm trying to adjust to his size as he remains buried deep inside of me.
                          
"Fuck. You are so tight." He says as he presses into me again. I move my hands to his back, scratching his tan skin harshly to make this pain between my legs disappear. Harry moans in response and goes deeper but gently this time,which brings me pleasure. This is so strange. Someone filling you up, being inside of you.
                          
"Ah!" I scream this time in pleasure as Harry circles his hips. He cups my cheeks in his big palms and kisses my lips passionately. I don't move my lips as he pushes into me heavily. I swear I can almost feel him in my stomach. I don't feel pain anymore,it's only pleasure.
                          
"Kiss me back,please. I need it." He moans into my mouth. Why does he need my kiss so desperately? I don't understand him.
                          
"Harry,you can move faster. It doesn't hurt anymore." I say ignoring his plea. I want it to end. I hate him... right? Do I?
                          
I guess, It was only his body that I liked so much. I don't want to see him again though. He made me feel used,disgusting and so dirty.
                          
"No,I want to take it slow." He moans,giving me a hard thrust. Why does he want to take it slow? Isn't the release all he wants? He interrupts my thoughts as he rolls me on top of him. I widen my eyes confused. What am I supposed to do?
                          
"I want to watch you." He says resting his hands on my hips. He lowers me on his length and...fuck....
                          
"Oh my." I moan placing my hands on his chest. Gosh. This feels so good. Deeper and better. He throws his head back still watching me intently. His eyes make holes on my face,studying my features. I wince as he thrusts his hips up,filling me up completely.
                          
"You are so beautiful." He compliments pushing deeper into me. It takes me a minute to realize that he actually said that to me. I ignore his compliment. It's just a fuck,nothing else. He wouldn't want me around after this. I wrap my hands around my breast groping them harshly in frustration. Suddenly Harry pins my body under his, thrusting into me relentlessly. I moan every now and then which makes him go harder. He pulls out then pushes in even harder.
                          
"Shit." He curses and pulls out of me. I wince at a loss of contact. He takes the condom off and presses into me again.
                          
"Harry. Put. It. On" I force the words out. I don't want his babies and I'm sure he doesn't want mine.
                          
"I'll pull out. Don't worry." I feel a bile forming in my stomach,ready to burst any moment. Harry's thrusts become sloppy and I now he is nearing his release as his dick twitches inside me.
                          
"C'mon. Come." He groans rubbing my clit harshly. My walls clench around him, my legs start to shake, my breathing becomes urgent. A strange feeling overtakes my whole body. Oh my god. I would have never thought this would feel this good. But Harry isn't done. He wraps my legs around his waist to get a better angle. I moan weakly as his pace quickens. 
                          
"Fuck." He pulls out of me and wraps his hand around his dick, pumping himself furiously, still not breaking eye contact with me. White and warm liquid spreads across my belly.. Harry moans at the sight and pumps more of the warm liquid on my lower half. He wipes the white liquid with the pad of his thumb and brings it my mouth.
                          
"Taste." I open my mouth and wrap my tongue around his finger. He moans and removes his finger as my mouth makes a 'pop' sound.
                          
"Shit. I have never had a virgin before." He breathes collapsing next to me. I pull myself up and his eyes watch my every move.
                          
"Ow." I wince as my legs begin to shake.
                          
"Where are you going?" Harry asks sitting up.
                          
"I'm sleeping on the coach." I say as if it's obvious.
                          
"No. You're sleeping here." He warns, furrowing his brows.
                          
"Harry.."
                          
"I said here." He raises his voice and wraps his arm around my waist pulling me to lay down. He grabs a tissue from the nightstand and wipes his dick off,tossing the tissue to the bin beside his bed. I guess he does it often if he has tissue and bin in his bedroom. I wonder how many girls he had on this bed. Ugh. I don't care anyway.
                          
"Here." He says and wipes his come off of my body. "It looked good on you." He smirks and I turn my body to the other side. I don't want to see his stupid smirk after he used me. I know I enjoyed it,but it was my first time. I wanted it to be special,with a special person. Whatever.
                          
He huffs and wraps his arm around my waist pulling me to his chest.
                          
"Good night,beautiful." He whispers kissing my hair. 
                          
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