Five:

                                    

                                          
The calm night of drinking chamomile tea turned into a rather loud singing competition with additional snacks and a pillow fort.
                          
❝어색하게 서 있지 마 YO 어서 들어와
ALWAYS LOOSIN’ ALL MA MIND YE YE (YE YE)
                          
고민 같은 건 내려놔 춤을 춰볼까
여기서부터 저 끝까지 줄을 서서 DANCIN’
                          
신경 쓰지 마 신경 (YE)
색안경 쓰는 시선 (YE)
돌아가 돌아가 돌아가 무시해
어차피 걔네보단
                          
습관적인 VIBE에 기분이 들떠
이놈의 흥에 취해 둠칫 둠칫 OH OH
                          
LIFE IS FIFTY FIFTY YE 어떻게 될지 모르는 거야 AY
OH 땀에 흠뻑 젖어 노래해
AND I GOT PARTY PEOPLE
UP ALNIGHT LIKE OWW
                          
휘릭 멋지게 휘릭휘릭 MOVE YOUR BODY
바라만 보긴 SLOW SLOW 지루해
오늘은 음 내일로 쭉 내려놔 툭 그렇게 WOO WOO
                          
휘릭 멋지게 휘릭휘릭 MOVE YOUR BODY
미친 듯이 막 JUMP JUMP 계속해
좋아 지금 이대로 쭉 중간에 훅 가지 마 WOO WOO
                          
LADY WHY U LOOK SO MAD (MAD)
I DON’T WANT U TO BE SAD (SAD)
I DON’T CARE ‘BOUT TOMORROW
우리 사랑 불장난보다 뜨겁게
                          
시시한 걱정은 던지고 (던지고)
겁 없이 VIBE 살리고 (살리고)
지금에 충실해 목 적시구
우린 갈 길이 멀어 삼만 리 BOO
                          
LIFE IS FIFTY FIFTY YE 어떻게 될지 모르는 거야 AY
OH 땀에 흠뻑 젖어 노래해
AND I GOT PARTY PEOPLE
UP ALNIGHT LIKE OWW
                          
휘릭 멋지게 휘릭휘릭 MOVE YOUR BODY
바라만 보긴 SLOW SLOW 지루해
오늘은 음 내일로 쭉 내려놔 툭m 그렇게 WOO WOO
                          
OH 나도 알아 모든 게 너무 힘들 때
모든 걸 내려놓기 뭐해
그대로 HOPIN’ MA SONG IT’S THE
BEAUTIFUL LIFE YEAH YEAH
(THAT’S WHY I WANT YOU BABY WOO)
                          
휘릭 멋지게 휘릭휘릭 MOVE YOUR BODY
바라만 보긴 SLOW SLOW 지루해
오늘은 음 내일로 쭉 내려놔 툭 그렇게 WOO WOO
                          
휘릭 멋지게 휘릭휘릭 MOVE YOUR BODY
미친 듯이 막 JUMP JUMP 계속해
좋아 지금 이대로 쭉 중간에 훅 가지 마 WOO WOO❞
                          
Although both Jaemin and Jisung couldn't sing to save their lives, they had fun screaming out the lyrics as loud and awful as possible.
                          
Once the song had finished, they went to rest at the pillows, while laughing and catching their breath.
                          
❝1team really knows how to make sleepovers the best. I can't remember when i had this much fun.❞ Jaemin smiled. He felt the happiest. The rush of adrenaline was high in his veins as he felt like he could do anything.
                          
❝when Chenle stays over we always have karaoke nights, but he's too good at singing, so it's almost like i shouldn't even try and listen to the angel sing instead. But it's fun anyway.❞ 
                          
Jisung looked over at Jaemin and saw the frown that made the younger's heart ache. 
                          
❝but it's not what you do at sleepovers, it's who you're with. A change of a person makes a huge difference on whether you'll like the night or not.❞
                          
Deep inside the pinkette had known that. He had been fantasising all cute things he could do in spring, but he knew that only Renjun would make it the best experience and feel like what they're doing is in a dream. So Jisung was completely right about that, no doubt.
                          
He was amazed how the younger had all things figured out already, life in one piece. Jisung always seemed so happy and he just happend to have everything– a healthy relationship, loving parents and a strong mentality. While Jaemin was the complete opposite– he couldn't even keep friends, had to start living alone since sixteen and suffers from all kinds of mental illnesses, that he isn't even aware of.
                          
And there Jisung was, seventeen at age, calmly laying beside of Jaemin, who constantly thought that his world was bound to be in pieces.
                          
The younger sensed the sudden change in his friend. The smile on one's face was now replaced by concern and a hint of uncertainty.
                          
❝jaemin, is there something wrong?❞
                          
❝honestly? No. Things are quite well actually.❞
                          
Jisung didn't buy that. He was sure that there was a problem.
                          
❝are you sure? You know you can tell me everything, if you want i won't even say anything.❞
                          
Jaemin hesitated before speaking. He didn't want to worry Jisung, but he knew if he didn't say the truth, things would only get worse.
                          
❝well, please don't get hurt my this, but your life just seems to be so perfect? Nothing ever gets in your way and everything just works out for you. Even with Chenle. There were no complications between you two, it just clicked because you both were probably meant to be for each other.❞
                          
The younger nodded. His life next to Jaemin's was probably paradise and getting together with Chenle made it into heaven. Although his life before and the moment he met the Chinese was full of mixed feelings.
                          
What he never got to tell Jaemin was that he loved him too. Jisung never understood why why he was able to love two people at once, just as much as the other, but he accepted the fact that he could only have Chenle, since Jaemin never was meant to be with him in the first place, and there was nothing wrong with that. When Chenle came into his life, he really couldn't have been been happier– he was able to love and be loved. 
                          
Being this close to Jaemin has always made Jisung feel butterflies, that's that one thing that hasn't changed. When both’s faces were almost touching, the younger had the urge to look at the pink haired’s lips, but he knew that he shouldn't do that. Jaemin was blindly in love with Renjun, so Jisung’ love for Jaemin was a tiny secret he got to keep to himself.
                          
Jaemin feared the silence. Jisung hadn't said anything and it made the older anxious.
                          
❝ahh, Jisung, I'm sorry that i always complain and make you worry. You shouldn't even be concerned. None of my problems are major and they have nothing to do with you.❞
                          
Jaemin hid his face in his hands and groaned. He really felt bad for telling Jisung all of that, when it had nothing to do with the younger's life in the first place.
                          
The younger only shaked his head and held jaemin’s hand gently.
                          
❝jaemin. You talking out your problems to me doesn't bother me even one bit. It's good to let things out, and with two heads it's easier to find the solution. So from all the recent conversations we've had, I'm assuming it's about renjun. That you haven't had luck with him.❞
                          
The older smiled a little before saying:
                          
❝you really are smarter than you seem. And yes, it's about Renjun, and Jeno actually. I saw them today holding hands when they were walking home. It really hurt to see that. My heart actually ached. I don't think Renjun likes me anymore, not even as a friend. He hasn't even come to talk to me about the bridge. I really have lost him.❞
                          
❝oh? With Jeno? You think they are dating?❞
                          
Jaemin nodded.
                          
❝i guess that does change things.❞
                          
Jisung never expected that from Renjun. He and Jeno haven't even been friends for long, how could they already be dating? 
                          
Nonetheless he brought Jaemin to his embrace and snuggled into the pink haired's chest, hoping that Jaemin would feel the love he has been keeping in for ages.
                          
Hello darlings!
                          
I would just like to ask if i should make chapters or parts of chapters focusing on chensung and markhyuck? 
                          
Your curious author,
                          
Mai