"You're an angel, You're our angel. A santos angel."
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PSA- I am not fluent in Spanish so please don't hesitate to correct me but also don't be a bitch about it.☺️
Published- December 29, 2018
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- Oscar 3:30 am
I stared out at the water. Watching the waves crash onto the shore. I love the sound of it, it was so calming. I was so mesmerized by it. I don't know how long I was staring. I just couldn't get the fact that Selena was pregnant out of my head. I'm gonna have a fucking kid. Is it even mine is the question. What if Selena's lying? She better not be lying or I'm gonna make her life a living hell. "You okay?" That soft voice of hers. It always made my heart melt. "What if the baby's mine Saiyr." I said as I turned to her. "I'm having a baby with someone I don't even want to be with." Saiyr sighed.
"Things In life don't always go as planned, whether you like it or not. But look on the bright side your gonna have a baby!" Saiyr said and I blinked at her. "Too soon?" She said. I nodded. "Yeah." I chuckled Then I frowned. "What if the babies not mine. What if Selena's lying." "We won't know till the baby comes. Then you can get a DNA test." "So what, I have to cater to Selena, buy baby shit and then what? I find out the babies not mine and I did all that shit for what." I said through gritted teeth. I was mad about this whole situation. I didn't wanna be a father right now. I didn't want a baby. "Don't worry about whether the baby is yours or not right now. Be there for your baby and yes it's your baby until we find out if it is or not." "Don't be one of those dead beat dads Oscar, your better than that." Saiyr said and I sighed. I hated that she was right. "You're right, but I find out the baby is not mine, I'm gonna fuck Selena up." I said and Saiyr laughed making me smile. Her laughter ceased and we stayed quiet listening to the waves. I love that we did this all the time, come to the beach and have our deep talks. It became a daily routine for us. We would talk about any and everything and neither of us would judge each other for it. I love how I finally had someone I can talk to about what's on my mind, something I never did until Saiyr came along.
"What if I'm a horrible dad Saiyr." I said And she frowned at me. "You won't be." She replied. "But how do you know?" I asked. She smiled softly. "I just know." I smiled at her. It's so hard not to fall for you. She brought her face up to my cheek and softly kissed it before laying her head on my shoulder. I sighed happily, laying my head on top of hers. As long as I have you by my side I think I'll be alright.
