#09 man with a vision

                                    

                                          

i felt like i was paralyzed but the need to hide any sign of weakness made me force my frozen limbs to move
                          
the elegant man watched me closely with venom eyes and it honestly send shivers down my spine
                          
i was trembling slightly while i took a few steps foward into his direction mimicing a fearless expression
                          
the aura of this man was intense
                          
it almost seemed to be visible around his pitch black soul in burning blood red colour
                          
all of my mocking words and complains were stuck in my throat even though i was dying to yell at him that only those who i owe my very existence are allowed to call me chittaphon
                          
the impact he had on me made me a little bit insecure and looking back i'm sure he noticed it right away
                          
million different thoughts filled my mind and gave me a headache but at the same time i wasn't able to form clear sentences
                          
instead everthing was potrayed in colours and pictures
                          
when i thought of life i saw a long uneven road - a path
                          
when i thought of the future i saw stars at the midnight sky
                          
and when i thought of what was gonna happen next i saw my rotten corpse at the beach of mexico cause damn i fucked up for real and i ain't gonna make it out alive
                          
that was my prediction at least
                          
he gracefully walked over to me with a poker face that could hide any cards
                          
his long leg moved effortlessly over the marble floor
                          
as his slender but muscular figure came into my direction i felt my heart speed up due to a million emotions which built up inside of me
                          
warmth spread across my cheek when he carefully caressed it with a gentle hand motion
                          
the soft touch changed quickly
                          
i was unsure for a second whether i imagined things or it was real
                          
now he gripped my chin roughly and forced me to look up into his raven eyes
                          
》you like to play around, don't you?《
                          
he asked me with a sickening friendly tone
                          
》too bad you messed with the wrong guys this time《
                          
even though he sounded more genuine this time it was even scarier
                          
i swolled down my fear just as i always did and decided to play my usual game but this time probably betting on my life
                          
》you guys don't seem too bad though《
                          
i shrugged at him
                          
》i would watch my mouth if i was you《
                          
he threatend while smiling innocently
                          
》well good thing you're not me cause it seems like that would be hella boring《
                          
i laughed
                          
》do you have any dreams chittaphon?《
                          
he seemingly changed the topic
                          
》kind of but nothing specific《
                          
i answered vaguely
                          
why i answered thruthfully was a question i didn't know how to respond to
                          
》well...unlike you i have a dream《
                          
he made a dramatic hand motion
                          
》what is it, doctor king?《
                          
i mocked him again but he just ignored it
                          
》it doesn't matter what my dream is shitaphone《
                          
he huffed at me sassily 
                          
》what matters is that unfortunally you're in the way and i may be a kind hearted man but that's nothing i can tolerate《
                          
i furrowed my brows and tried to understand what he just said but something was bothering me
                          
how was i - a lazy highschool student with unimpressive biography and background - being in the way of some shady mafia gang?
                          
like was i that important??
                          
i highly doubted that
                          
suddenly i noticed his gaze
                          
he seemed to wait for some kind of response or reaction
                          
at first i wanted to ignore him but it made me slightly uncomfortable so i just wanted to make it stop
                          
i gave him a quick glance and spoke hastily with a neutral voice
                          
》k《