"Let it be, man. She needs to do this without you." Craig said. I felt helpless and I hated it. 
                          
"He's right. She's ok, man. You know she is." Jim said. I sighed, leaning back in my chair. 
                          
After that scream, I heard loud sobs. Those sobs broke my heart. They were unlike any I'd ever heard from her before. I felt tears in my eyes. At one point I went for a walk. I had to. Not being able to comfort her when I heard that was killing me. 
                          
When I got back to the bus, I saw Corey standing outside. He was smiling, and smoking a cigarette. We all stared at him. 
                          
"What the fuck happened to your face?" I asked him. He had a bruise starting on the side of his jaw. Corey laughed. 
                          
"She punched me." He laughed. 
                          
"What!?" We all yelled. 
                          
"Shit, I told her to. I didn't think She was serious when she said she wanted to. I told her to do it. She did." He grinned. 
                          
"Where is she?" I asked in a panic. 
                          
"Slow down Sid." Corey said, stopping me from leaving. 
                          
"She is perfectly fine. She's cleaning up the mess she made." He grinned. 
                          
"You're not helping her?" I asked, feeling pissed. 
                          
"No man. She did it. She doesn't want any help either. She told me to get off the bus so she could clean it up." He grinned. 
                          
"I'm going in." I said. 
                          
"Sid, she's better now. She really is. She ate, she yelled and screamed at me. She sobbed her eyes out. This is what she needed. Don't go in there acting like she's gonna break." Corey said. 
                          
I nodded and headed inside. What I saw made my jaw drop. The place was trashed. Nova was sweeping up all the broken glass on the floor. Papers were thrown everywhere. Pillows were thrown, along with clothes. Damn. It's been a while since I've seen our bus this way. 
                          
"Nova?" I asked. She looked at me and grinned a little. 
                          
"So, I get the whole rockstar lifestyle now." She said, looking around. 
                          
I couldn't help but laugh. She smiled at me. She looked amazingly better in just this short amount of time. She wasn't the frail and fragile girl from a few hours ago. She was stronger. Confident even. It was unbelievable. 
                          
"Let me help." I told her. 
                          
"Nope. You can go outside and let me take care of this. I did this, I'll clean it up." She told me. I stared at her. 
                          
"Sid, I didn't studder. I'm ok now. I even ate. When I'm done here I need to go buy new dishes." She told me. I cannot believe this is the same girl as a few hours ago. 
                          
"Um, ok. This is new for me." I said, hearing her laugh. 
                          
"I'm sorry I was so upset the last few days and shut you out. I'm done shutting people out. I can't keep it inside anymore. I just can't." She said. You could of knocked me over with a feather. 
                          
"Uh, it's ok. I was upset, but more worried about you. You sure you're ok?" I asked. 
                          
She gave me a genuine smile and nodded. I watched her drop the broom She was holding and walk over to me. Nova reached up and pulled me down to her lips. She kissed me roughly, making me back her against a wall. I am so turned on by her take charge attitude. I felt her kiss my neck the same way she just kissed my lips. I groaned, grabbing her ass. 
                          
"Goddamn, baby." I panted, feeling her hand slide down the front of my jeans. I gasped, then moaned louder. 
                          
"Bathroom." I muttered.