#27
I paced back and forth the bathroom with the little stick in my hand. My heart sped up in my chest and my mind was running with everlasting thoughts. I sighed and refused to look down at the little piece of plastic that would either be a relief or change my life forever. I heard my alarm go off making me jump out of my thoughts and come back into reality. I licked my dry lips and swallowed the lump in my throat, tapping the stick against the sink. I counted slowly and quietly. "One... Two... Three..."
I quickly put it in my eye vision and I felt my heart sink down to my stomach. The two little red lines that intersected, making a plus sign. I'm pregnant. I slowly sank down to the floor and started breathing heavily. I'm only 18 years old and I'm pregnant. But, not only was I pregnant, but I was pregnant with THE Justin Bieber's child.
I slowly caressed my stomach and shut my eyes. This was going to ruin everything. Everyone is already up his ass for being a 'terrible person'. Knowing he got someone pregnant will add on to how much rumors are going to pile on. He's only 19 and he's a worldwide superstar. But... this was our baby that we made together out of love. This baby was made by two people who love each other and I wasn't ashamed of the baby whatsoever. This... just isn't the right timing.
I looked down at my stomach and knew Justin had to be the first person I needed to tell. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and stood up, dialing Justin's number. I bit on my bottom lip as it rang 3 times before I heard his beautiful voice fill my ear. "Hey beautiful." I couldn't help but smile until the plastic little stick stood in the corner of my eye. It quickly faded. "We need to talk Justin." I said, getting straight to the point. "I need to talk to you too. I'll be home in a bit, I love you." I could feel his smile over the phone. "I love you too." and with that, I hung up.
I could feel my stomach turning and it wasn't just the baby doing it.
...
I heard the sound of the front door opening and closing making me jump to my feet. I was excited to see Justin but then nervousness quickly grew inside of me as I felt myself getting hot. "Bree?!" I heard him yell for me and I knew that I needed to tell him now and get it over with. I opened the bedroom door and slowly jogged down the stairs. He stood by the door, shrugging off his jacket and gave me a big smile once he saw me. I gave him a small smile back and I finally reached him.
He grabbed and hugged me tightly against his chest. I breathed in his regular sweet smelling scent and I wrapped my arms around his neck. My heart was beating uncontrollably in my chest. He pulled back and placed his lips on mine. I smiled in the kiss and automatically kissed him back. Jesus even though I was shitting my pants to tell him about the news, having him in my arms and feeling the comfort he was giving me made me feel on top of the world.
He pulled back and smiled. "I missed you babe." he whispered and kissed my cheek. I smiled. "I miss you too." I admitted. He looked back into my eyes and let go of me, taking my hand. "Come, I need to speak to you." he said, walking me over towards the couch. I sat down and he sat down next to me, not breaking eye contact.
"I need to tell you something too." I said, and he grabbed my hands, interlocking them. "Let me go first... This can't wait. I've been dying to tell you." he said, interrupting me. I hesitated but then just nodded, and let out a sigh. "Go ahead." He smiled at my response.
"Okay, well you know that the believe tour is over..." he paused and I nodded, making him smile. "Well, the team and I decided to add another leg!" I felt my heart completely drop. Justin was adding a third leg to the Believe Tour meaning he would not be around. I stared at him for long moments before speaking up. "Where? F-For how long?" I spit out and swallowed the lump in my throat.
