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Oscar
I stared at her through her window. watching as she was sprawled out on her bed, on her stomach, doing what I assume was her homework. She was wearing a night gown and furry slippers. She looked adorable as she sang to a song that was my playing lowly on her speaker as she concentrated on her work. 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
I never seen someone as beautiful as she was. To her glowing skin, plump lips, brown eyes and dark long hair. Everything about her was.. just beautiful. I peeled my eyes away from her face, letting them travel down to her chest and to her legs. They were so smooth. Would I be weird if I said I wanted to run my tongue down them? Bite every inch of them? To her thighs, inner thighs.. I wanted to leave my mark all over her. I just wanted to storm in her room right now and kiss her. I'd eat her like she was the last piece of chocolate cake. Snatch her soul with my tongue skills. I want to fuck the shit out of her..yeah I'd fuck her cute little ass everywhere. In the bathroom, in my car. You name it. 


I bite my lip as I balled my fists and inhaled deeply. Control yourself spooky before you get a hard on. I lightly tapped on her window. Her head snapped over to the window and she smiled. Huh? I thought she wouldn't be happy to see me right now pero, I was Wrong. Who knows with Saiyr. I watched as she walked over to me and
Lifted up the window. "Hi." She smiled leaning on the frame of the window. "Hey." I said. "Can I come in?" "Oh yeah, come in." She walked over to her bed as I climbed inside. Shutting her window behind me. I walked over to her bed and sat beside her. This was the first time I ever stepped foot inside her room. It was nice and clean. It smelled sweet. Like vanilla and cinnamon. She really liked the color black and white. "So what's up." Saiyr said knocking me out of my thoughts. "I wanted to talk about the Selena situation." I said and she hummed, I sighed. "I should've told you about her, I'm sorry." "And she's not my girlfriend just to clarify that. She's just someone I fucked around with. I hope your not mad at me." I stared down at my hands. Waiting for her to say she didn't wanna be friends with me or waiting for her to curse me out. She hates me. I know she does.


"I'm not mad at you oscar, I mean I was at first, but then I realized that you don't have to tell me anything about your girlfriend or girls you fuck around with. That's your business, it's not like you and I are dating, we're just
Friends. so I'm not mad." She said. Hearing her say that we were just friends hurt. I'm in the friend zone? Me? Spooky fucking Diaz? In the friend zone. How is this possible. Any girl in freeridge would want to be my girl and Saiyr just friend zoned me? Wow. Just wow. "You okay Oscar?" I looked over at Saiyr, who was already staring at me with a look of concern on her face. I nodded. "I'm fine Angelita." I said as I sent her a fake smile. She smiled back. Maybe we were just meant to be friends. I'll never be good enough for her anyway. "Well, I'm glad we're still cool." I said and she nodded. "We'll always be cool oscar." She said. "For life?" I said holding up my pinky and she chuckled. "For life." She confirmed linking her pinky with mines. I smiled. For life. I want you in my life forever even if we aren't a thing. 


The room went silent for a couple seconds. It wasn't an uncomfortable silent, it was always comfortable. I noticed Saiyr and I never had to talk, we could just enjoy each others presence. "You ever slow danced before Oscar?" Saiyr said. I shook my head. "No, have you?" I said. "No." She said and I nodded. Suddenly a smile slowly crept onto her face and I raised an eyebrow at her. "What?" I said. "Let's slow dance right now." She said as she stood up and turned up the music that was playing on her phone. "But we don't know how to slow dance." I chuckled. "Well, we're gonna learn." She smiled. She took my hands in hers and pulled on them giving me no choice but to stand. She placed my hands on her waist and wrapped her arms loosely around my neck. We both swayed in sync. "See, look, we're naturals." She smiled and I shook my head while smiling at her. Her eyes traveled down my face and stopped at my cross. "Your cross, it's means something to you. Doesn't it?" She said and I nodded slowly. How did she know that? "How'd you know." I said. "Your always wearing it." She smiled sheepishly and I sent her a small smile
Back. "It was my dads. He gave it to me before he died, He died when I was ten. Got murdered by a prophet." I frowned. It pained me to talk about my dad and I didn't like talking about him but I felt like I could talk to her about it. Saiyr's smile faded. "I'm sorry for your lost." She said. I shook my head. "Don't be sorry, it's not your fault." I said. "The prophet that killed my dad was an og prophet, he was once their leader until I killed him to get revenge for my papás death." I said And her eyes went wide. "He was dimitri's dad aka doughboy the new leader of the prophets." "Is that what you really went to prison for?" She asked and I shook my head. "No I went to prison for narcotics, Police never found out who murdered him." I replied. She nodded with her eyes slightly wide and she blinked at me with no expression. Shit. I shouldn't have told her. She's not ready to know about shit like that. "Your afraid of me now aren't you?" I frowned and she shook her head. "No.. I'm just trying to process this." She said. "You're a good person Oscar, you do bad things but you're not a bad person." She smiled softly as she caressed my cheek and I smiled. She pulled me over to sit down on her bed. 


"My dad.. he went missing when i was fourteen." She said. "Mom and I and the police were searching for him for weeks but we never found him. Eventually police gave up on finding him. My mom and everyone else started to assume he was dead in a ditch somewhere." "Others thought he just ditched me, my mom and my brother. I never believed that, my dad would never do anything like that, he was a good man. He took care of his family. He was the backbone of the family." "I never stopped searching for him, even lost sleep and missed a lot of school for it. But days, weeks and months went by and I still couldn't find him. I had to come to the terms that he was gone. It sucked you know, losing your protector, dads are a little girls first love. Imagine losing that." Saiyr said as she sniffled. I pulled her into a hug. She hugged me back. "I'm sorry sai." I said. "It's okay." She mumbled. "Atleast you still have your mom, your brother ,and me." I said. She looked up at me and smiled. "Yeah I do have you Guys." 



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I lowkey wanna start a fast and furious fanfic😭