You woke up next to Jimin. The sight of him made your body shiver. Words couldn't describe how scared you were.
You quickly rolled eff the bed and put on some shorts and a hoodie. You went straight for the door just to find out it was locked."Shit." You muttered to yourself. Thankfully Jimin was asleep. You were bending the door handle in all directions when it made a clicking sound and then it opened to reveal Yoongi standing there. You jumped back.
"Did I scare you?" He asked smiling.
You were looking at his bruised face. He had a busted lip from fighting with Jungkook yesterday. You nodded your head slowly. His smile might look sweet, but god knows what he will do to you. He turned his head to look at the sleeping Jimin.
"By the way, what are you doing in here ?" He asked smirking and making direct eye contact with you. Then the memories started to flood in. You stood still wide eyed. The images of Jimin on top of you started flashing through your head like a horror movie. Your screams filling the room. "I-" you tried to answer, but you couldn't. You then saw the disappointment on Yoongis face. "You sure had a lot of fun eh?" He asked. You blushed a bright red. You tried to walk past him, but he wouldn't let you through. "Yoongi please let me out!" You begged. "Don't make me wake Jimin up." He said looking at you.
You didn't want Jimin to wake up. You didn't want to see Jimin or anyone from this house ever in your life.You took a step back. The shuffling you heard from behind you made your heart stop. It took you a few seconds to realise Jimin was awake. "Leaving so soon?" He asked. You turned to look at Yoongi with tears eyes. You were begging for him to let you out. But all he did was smirk at you. "Have fun." He said shutting the door slowly. It was close to shutting when you stopped it last second. You ripped the door open and ran for the living room where everyone was. Atleast you wouldn't be cornered in your room.
Your sudden presence made everyone pay attention to you. "What's wrong?" Taehyung asked. You didn't say anything and just sat on the floor and hugged your knees. You didn't say anything and hid your face in your knees. You watched TV along with them. The channels were boring as always, but you didn't care. You were scared for life. After a few minutes of shaking Yoongi walked down into the living room. You looked outside the window and remembered the deal you made. Your head shot up to Yoongi.
"Hey, remember that deal we made?"
You asked. "Yeah?" He answered.
"Can I maybe take a walk or something?" You asked shaking. He was silent for a moment which made you worry even more. "Alright, you know the deal. If you're not home by 10PM then you're gonna be living a short life." He said. You nodded your head and went to your room to get ready. You were bouncing up and down from excitement. It was 3PM already. You hurried to the front door and left.
The reason you left was Jimin. You didn't want to see him or the others. For now no one was in your circle of trust. You didn't trust anybody.The moment you stepped outside your eyes filled with tears. You forgot how great it was outside of that hell hole. You felt like you were in heaven. You walked through the forest to make it to the city. Your plan was to go to the city park. The weather was nice, the sun was shining in your face and warming it. You even forgot what normal people looked like. It was so strange seeing different happy faces. You were so used to the same 7 faces that gave you nightmares. You sat down on a bench in the park and looked at all the children playing on the playground. When you were little, you never went to a playground. You couldn't have fun like the other kids did. You weren't allowed to. Your mother was a wicked person. After the divorce with father your mother starting pouring all of her anger out on you. It made you feel worthless. Like you were nothing to thsi world. Like you were just a decoration. Your attention was directed to a little girl standing next to you.
"Ma'm, have you seen my eomma?" She asked sniffling through her tears.
She was lost. "Oh, what does she look like?" You asked her. You felt guilty and you didn't know why. She described her eomma to you and you took her into your arms and went to look for her eomma. This reminded you so much of your childhood. You were also left alone in the middle of nowhere. Your eomma didn't give a single shit about what would happen to you. It was sad, but you learned to deal with it. You even made a poem about it.That smile paints the tears,
That Joy pants the fear.
And when the act is over,
You pour out all the tears.The river keeps flowing and flowing,
Time keeps on going and going,
The knife keeps on slipping and slipping,
And then you are left with red blood that is dripping.The scars that decorate your arms,
Make you feel like your trapped beghind bars.
The fake smile is slowly killing you.
And you don't know what to do.(Poems 101)
It took a while, but you finally found the mother of the little girl. She was very thankful. She even offered to stop by to her house for some tea, but you refused. You checked the time and it was 9:40 PM!!!
Your heard dropped and you said goodbye to the mother and the girl.
You quickly ran through the forest.
It took almost 20 minutes to get through the forest and a few more minutes to get to the house. You were panicking. Yoongi is gonna kill you if you don't make it. You forced your legs at full speed. You were in front of the door when the clock hit 10.You ran inside.
"IM HERE!!" You yelled.
You saw a surprised Yoongi standing near the door. "Aww. I was ready to lock it." He said. You cheered at your success of not getting yourself killed.
You went to your room and got ready to go to sleep.Goodnight.
A/N
The nightmare was not included in thsi chapter but it will in the other. The nightmare will have 2 parts m. This is the 1st- ish part of it. I'm really tired and I think I will go to sleep if I'm not gonna with some BTS videos.
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