Chapter 30 Finish (next book)

                                    

                                          
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JEFF POV
                          
    I trudged off into the woods, away from (Y/N). 
                          
    She's a curse. She's making me go soft! I growled, throwing my knife at a tree nearby.
                          
    I couldn't believe what almost happened. I yanked my knife from the tree and threw it at another.
                          
    I need to stay focused. I thought, yanking the knife from a tree once again.
                          
    I didn't understand why I felt what I felt. It was irritating. She was nothing but annoying, at least that's what I told myself. I hated myself for getting so carried away in the moment.
                          
    I wanted to bash someone's nose in to calm down, but I knew there were no houses nearby and that I needed to save energy. 
                          
    I struggled with my emotions for awhile, trying to kill them all and go back to my nonchalant, don't care attitude. But it just wasn't f***ing working! 
                          
    I sighed, defeated and aggravated. I stormed back to the dying fire after a few minutes. (Y/N) was already knocked out cold, curled up next to the warmth.
                          
    I shook my head in irritation. She was going to be the death of me.
                          
  REGULAR POV
                          
    I watched Jeff's retreating figure, regaining my composure. I moved closer to the fire and soaked up its warmth to comfort me.
                          
    I don't really have feelings for Jeff, I was just caught up in the moment is all. I reassured myself, tucking my knees to my chest.
                          
    He was probably just caught up in the moment as well. I sighed, looking up at the twinkling stars. 
                          
    I was embarrassed, flustered even. I shouldn't have gotten so carried away. I scolded myself some more before curling up near the fire.
                          
    I was exhausted. It had been a long day. My lungs were hurting slightly but I ignored it, shutting my eyes and wrapping my arms around myself. My eyelids got heavier and soon I was devoured by sleep.
                          
    I was standing in a white void in complete silence. Nothing could be seen or heard. It was just.. empty. My eyes darted around as I tried to make sense of what was happening.
                          
    I wasn't sure if I was dreaming.
                          
   As I pondered what was happening I felt invisible claws ruthlessly begin to tear away at my insides. Little by little, I could feel myself being ripped to tiny pieces. I couldn't scream in pain or even cry. It felt like fire was eating me alive and there was nothing I could do about it. 
                          
    I jolted and convulsed, the pain on the inside increasing. I felt sorrow, anger, fear, anxiety, and so many other awful emotions swirling in my stomach along with the pain. 
                          
    I fell onto my knees and buried my face in my hands in silent agony.
                          
    The pain got to its peak. It felt like knives were dragging across the inside of my stomach and chest. 
                          
    I threw my head up, desperately wanting to scream. The pain and emotions began to crawl up my throat and I convulsed again.
                          
    Then, unexpectedly, black, smoke-like streaks shot out of my mouth and in front of me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head in agony. I gasped, clutching my stomach and breathing heavily.
                          
    My head wouldn't move. It was forced to look at the black streaks swirling violently in the air.
                          
    The monster that claimed it was my best friend faded in and out from my vision, until it stopped flickering and stood in front of me. 
                          
    The fear that swirled in my stomach increased dramatically, as I had no control over what the monster could do. 
                          
    It reached its hand forward, and I desperately tried to back away. As it's hand slowly approached me, nearing my eyes, it's arm shriveled up and disintegrated.
                          
    Its body began to crumble and fall to the ground, until it was nothing but a pile of ashes. My eyes widened. Saying I was confused would be an understatement.
                          
    The darkness that swirled in front of me then exploded, causing me to flinch. The tiny pieces of darkness began drifting onto the ground like it was raining ash. 
                          
    The sadness, fear, and anxiety I had held onto for so long had evaporated. The strange feeling I had for so long had disappeared.
                          
    My body felt light-weight and I could move freely once more.
                          
    I was free.
                          
TO BE CONTINUED
                          
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!!IMPORTANT AUTHOR NOTE!!
                          
Update: The next book has been released! Check out my profile to read it. It's called "Dynamite (Jeff The Killer X Reader)" 
Hope you guys like it <3
                          
    Thorn, Out