To The Fans/Suspicious

                                    

                                          
"But, this will NOT be the end of smosh. We have plenty of back stock videos to post while we look for new work, and everyone will most likely be posting on their own channels, so check it out. But for now, we have to say goodbye to the Smoffice and find a new home. Thank you everybody for helping us, and making Smosh what it is today. And thank you to everyone who I've had the honor to work with." Ian turned to us, smiling. We all smiled as well, waving goodbye to the camera Pam was holding. 
                          
"Well, that was sad." Keith sighed, crossing his arms. We were all, well most of us were currently at Ian's house, explaining to the fans what happened. Now, we all began writing our Instagram posts.
                          
Gotta tell ya, Shayne's post was stupid, but still made me tear up. (Literately how I felt) The fans were upset, and sad. But, they were giving us so much support, as well. 
                          
I smiled down at my own post, as comments and likes went up on it. I had posted a series of photos, some from when I first started as an editor, some from the games and some from not too long ago.
                          
To say goodbye to this place is extremely heartbreaking. I began as an editor for smosh, getting to know these people a lot through the screen. But, finally getting to know each person individually was such an amazing experience. Ian, I couldn't thank him enough for giving me the opportunities he gave me. The squad, and games crew are practically my second family now. I love everybody here at Smosh. And I can't wait to see where our next chapter begins.
                          
Everyone was sad. We all took it personally, because smosh was our second home. But, we refused to let it tear us apart. All of the girls spent the day together one day, shopping and getting our nails done. Damien and I went on a few dates, as well as pretty much staying at his place constantly. We helped each other get through this tough time.
                          
"You guys hungry? I can order some pizzas." Ian said, trying to grab everyones attention. I looked around the room to to see everyone asking for certain toppings, but I noticed Damien glued to his phone.
                          
Raising my brow, I watched as his fingers typed away on the keyboard, a small smile forming on his face. His glasses glared white, impossible to make out what was displayed on his screen.
                          
"Damien? Pizza?" 
                          
"Huh?" He quickly shut off his phone, shoving it into his pocket. I narrowed my eyes as Ian rolled his, after finally grabbing Damien's attention.
                          
"I'm fine with anything." He said, causing Ian to walk out. He let out a shaky breath, his eyes finally meeting mine.
                          
Raising my brow once more, he only sent me a knowing smile. Either he thought he was being sneaky, or he didn't know I was watching him with his phone. 
                          
He walked over, draping an arm around me. 
                          
"Sorry, was reading and replying to comments on my insta."
                          
"Oh." I laughed it off, he must have realized I was acting suspicious, quickly answering my unasked questions. 
                          
"Sorry bout that. Let's go sit down, get comfy?"
                          
"Sounds good." The knot in my stomach only tightened. Why did I feel so uneasy about this? He just seems so off.
                          
No, Damien's the sweetest guy there is. He wouldn't do anything like that. Besides, our relationship has been perfect thus far.
                          
Yeah, perfect. But there's always better.
                          
I pushed away the thought, and smiled to my boyfriend. He was playing with the ends of my hair as he spoke with Noah and Keith about something or another. I decided to step away, and walk over to Courtney and Olivia. They greeted me with a quick hello, making room for me on the couch beside them.