chapter 23// breaking up

                                    

                                          
Erin's POV:
                          
i woke up and checked my phone for the time 11:29 "HOLY SHIT" i yelled, rushing out of bed to the bathroom already noticing that liv wasn't here, she must of got up and left early.
                          
i got in the shower, doing my routine as usual except i was in a rush to meet Shawn at 12 
                          
i got out and dried my body and quickly done my hair, drying it and putting it into a messy bun...it looked cute ok?. i got dressed wearing skinny faded jeans and a obey jumper along with my white converse 
                          
i grabbed my phone and ran out the door, i headed in the elevator making my way down to the lobby.
                          
i walked out and came past the dinner hall, picking up a muffin before i met Shawn.
                          
"There you are, thought you would never show up" shawn laughed and kissed my cheek
                          
i just smiled...but i faked it 
                          
"i know that smile wasn't real..whats wrong princess?" he asked concerned
                          
"Shawn...w..we need to to talk" 
                          
i looked at his facial expression turning from a warm smile to that face that you know that they know what your about to say.
                          
"wh..what are you talking about er..Erin" 
                          
"Shawn, i leave in 2 days, back to England, and i don't know what am going to do about us" i said trying to keep the tears in
                          
"2 DAYS?!?" his voice ridden 
                          
"i know, what am i going to do, i don't want to leave you..i ...i"
                          
"say it" Shawn asked me
                          
i tired to get them 3 words out without breaking down 
                          
"i..I LOVE YOU SHAWN, i fucking love you and i don't know what am going to do without you" i broke, i bursted out crying i couldn't stop either.
                          
Shawn pulled me into a hug, i felt his tears fall onto my shoulders " i love you too, your my world, my everything and i wouldn't know what to do without you" we both cried into each others arms not letting go. i felt something pull my jeans i turned around still hugging Shawn and seen nashs little sister, skylynn. "why are youse crying" she asked us both"
                          
"oh erm sky we are because we are saying goodbye" i tried to pull a smile off
                          
"then say hello" she told us ( i stole that off good luck charlie lol) 
                          
then she ran off back to her mum. I turned back to Shawn and we both tried to smile.
                          
"hello Erin" Shawn said
                          
"H..Hello Shawn" i responded
                          
we hugged again until we let go.
                          
"friends" i asked him
                          
"always" he said
                          
i walked away from the one i loved, i couldn't keep my tears in now and i ran up the stairs not bothering to take the elevator and ran to my room, am guessing liv was breaking the news to matt aswel. i walked into the room seeing liv crying on her bed, i ran over to her and hugged while crying to
                          
"did you tell him too" she asked me
                          
"yep".
                          
all we did for the rest of the evening was cry, retell memories and basically cry.