Chapter 3: Youngjae

                                    

                                          
Nari's POV
                          
I feel proud but sad at the same time, how is it possible to feel these two feelings at the same time?
                          
I drove myself home which isn't far and threw myself on the couch rethinking my morning.
                          
"I came back for you"
                          
His words rang in my head, hell, the entire conversation rang in my head.
                          
I know Jungkook, if he's come back specifically for me, he'll stop at nothing.
                          
I can't wait till Youngjae gets off of work so I can't tell him what just happened. 
                          
Youngjae and I have known each other since elementary school but loss contact once I started dating Jungkook.
                          
The day Jungkook and I ended things completely is the same day Youngjae and I became a thing. 
                          
Now I know what you're thinking, how could I start dating another person so quickly after all that.
                          
Well, allow me to explain.
                          
Since Youngjae and I have known each other before my relationship with Jungkook started, we were already aware of each other's personalities and characters. 
                          
Youngjae has had a crush on me for a very long time and I've always known it, so when he found me crying in a corner in the middle of the night when he was walking home, he didn't hesitate to hug me. 
                          
He knew how Jungkook was to me because he's witnessed it before, the only reason why he's never done anything about it is because I begged him not to. 
                          
I was fearful for what Jungkook might do to him if he found out that we were still friends and secretly talking, I couldn't imagine what would go through his head to do to Youngjae, or me, all because another guy was trying to protect me. 
                          
He'd question what was behind it because to him, he was justified in his actions so he didn't see a reason why anyone would actually care to help me. 
                          
Holding me in his arms that sad night, he'd promise me a better life and happier years with less tears if I'd give him a chance, he wanted to show me what actual love was. 
                          
I'll admit, my thoughts on love was pretty tainted at that point so I was skeptical, but Youngjae promised that the love he had for me would be nothing like Jungkooks, and so, I gave him the chance.
                          
And so far, I haven't been disappointed.
                          
He's lived up to his promise, almost 5 years in and I haven't even shed a tear because of him. 
                          
Yes we fight, but he doesn't belittle me in arguments like Jungkook does... or did.
                          
I'm quite happy with Youngjae now and nothing would ever make me regret choosing him.
                          
*Buzzzzzzz*
                          
Speaking of the devil, there's Youngjae now.
                          
"Hellooooo Hun"
                          
"NAAAAARRRRRIIIIIIIIII"
                          
"Good God Youngjae my ears! I have headphones in!"
                          
"Oh damn my bad love, I'm just excited cause tomorrow's pay day and I wanna take you somewhere special for our anniversary!!"
                          
"You know you don't have to spend your money on me like that Youngjae, we can just stay home and have string cheese and orange juice."
                          
"Ok first of all, gross? That's a horrible combinations of food, second of all 5 years is a big deal and we're going out weather you like it or not."