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**lexis pov **

                          
I woke up and realized I haven't ate anything in 2 days and I'M freaking hungry I get up and walk to the door and they didn't lock it last night I went down stairs to find so food I went in the kitchen and found some nutella and bread and make a sandwich I took it and some Pepsi and went to my room I sat in there thinking now is a perfect time to go but if I did and got caught what would happen? I finished my food and got up to go look for someone and if I couldn't find anybody I would leave I looked up stairs and nobody was there then I went down stairs and didn't see anyone so I went to the door and soon as I grabbed the handle 

                          
"going somewhere"someone said from right behind me making my jump and turn around to see Brent 

                          
"what are you doing here?" I ask 

                          
"I moved here didn't anyone tell you"he said I didn't say anything I just went past him going up to my room till he grabbed my shoulder making my stop 

                          
"why did you try to leave?"he ask 

                          
"I didn't "I say lieing 

                          
"I just Fucking saw you"he yelled 

                          
"where is everybody else?"I ask trying to change the subject 

                          
"cameron is outside looking around cause some stuff was missing this morning and everybody else is out somewhere "he said 

                          
"Oh"I say 

                          
"so I guess your going to be here for a while huh"he said 

                          
"what do you mean"I ask

                          
"Cameron told my he had to shot your dad to get all the money"he said I start tearing up 

                          
"No No No that's not true"I say almost crying but it's Brent fault I'M here if it wasn't for him I would still be back at taylors house living an amazing life 

                          
"this is all your fault son of a bitch"I yell 

                          
"excuse me don't fucking talk to me like that slut "he yelled back 

                          
I run up to my room and slam and lock the door and lay on my bed and cry I can't believe by dad is most likely dead that was the only chance I had of getting out of here now I may never I cried for about 10 minutes till someone knocked on my door 

                          
"lexi open the fucking door"cameron said like he was pissed off I really don't want to open the door but I have to as soon as I unlock it he comes in and closes it but doesn't lock it 

                          
"what the fuck"he yelled 

                          
"what"I ask 

                          
"don't play stupid with me bitch did you think Brent wouldn't tell me"he yelled 

                          
"just when I start to kinda trust you, you go do some stupid shit"he yelled 

                          
"sorry"I say as always 

                          
"that's all you ever have to say sometimes sorry doesn't work "he said and slapped me then kneed me in the stomach I started crying again not only cause of the pain but cause of How bad my life sucks 

                          
"if you hate my so much then why don't you just kill me"I yell he looked really shocked when I said that 

                          
"I told you your way to valuable "he said 

                          
"How you already killed my dad"I say 

                          
"im not sure he's dead get"he said giving my hope 

                          
"really "I say kinda happy 

                          
"but if you think he's going to get you your Fucking insane "he said then punched me than left I go to the corner of the room and curl up in a ball and just lay there and cry 
                          
**shawns pov **

                          
me tay matt and Nash went to buy food and stuff today and over all it was really good matt was nicer than normal over all it was really good when we got though the door we heard screaming sounded like lexi and cameron I quickly put the stuff up and go up stairs to make sure Nothing happens when I got up stairs I heard lexis scream 

                          
'if you hate me so much then why don't you just kill me' that hurt she was to that point I couldn't hear what else was said but I heard foot steps coming towards the door so I left and went to my room I started thinking about what lexu said she didn't really mean other did she? my thoughts were cut off when cameron opened my door 

                          
"I'll give you the change with lexi but if she trust to leave one more fucking time ill deal with her and you can't stop me"he said then walked out

                          
she tried to leave? why? I have to go talk to her  I walked in her room and saw her in the corner crying that hurt my so much to see her hurt I walk over and sit down next to hurt 

                          
"lexi are you okay"I ask 

                          
"No"she said and started crying again 

                          
"What's wrong "I ask 

                          
"every thing my life sucks "she said 

                          
"it will be okay "I say while hugging her 

                          
"No it won't everybody says it will be but it never has been and it never will be"she said getting up and going to her bed 

                          
I follow her and lay down next to her 

                          
"if I were you I wouldn't try to leave again "I say 

                          
"why"she ask confused 

                          
"cause Cameron said this is my last chance to talk yo you and if you do it again he will deal with you and there Nothing I can do"I say she start crying again and I just hug her After awhile she falls asleep so do I 


                          
***does anybody even like this book? 

                          
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