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This is the last angsty chapter (maybe),
So don't fret it will be fluffy and 
Be prepared I might give y'all a treat.

                          
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The boys look at the sleeping Hoseok, a sad blue aura surrounds the room. It was suffocating.
                          
"I'm happy he's okay." Jimin snuggles into Jungkooks arm, as they watch him breathe softly. Namjoon sits with Jin who's head lays on his shoulder as Jin played with Joons long fingers. Yoongi towers over Hobi's sleeping body and brushes the hair out of his eyes.
                          
Taehyung in the corner of the room observing everything in front of him.
                          
"I remember when I was so bummed when another record company rejected my tape and he dragged me out of my room and took me to that underground rap club, he reminded me that he loved me and that I'm going to make it one day. No matter how terrible Hoseok felt; how tired he was. He would put all of his problems aside just to help you." Yoongi lowers himself in a chair, pushing it closer to the bed.

                          
"I really do wonder what goes inside his head, like he never mentioned he was depressed or suicidal. But he didn't need too, I was just to caught up in my own problems. I never asked if he was okay; I just worried on how effected me." Yoongi's voice cracks and he looks down, his left hand brushes his eyes.
                          
"He seemed so happy, all the time. He never talked about his own shit that hurt him; he was always concerned about us. I think we all know we've seen the warning signs and just chosen too ignore it. But it's not our fault, we just didn't know." Taehyung peeps trying to soothe Yoongi's pain. The only sound was Hoseok taking soft breathes in the mask the covered his face, and the sound of his light heart beats on the monitor.

                          
"I guess I'm good a hiding things." A sudden voice speaks, the boys look up and see a crooked grin of Hoseok his mask discarded.
                          
"Hoseok!" Yoongi lightens up and sucks him into a hug the other boys following pursuit. "Don't ever try to leave us again! We love you too much, I love you too much." Yoongi cries.
                          
"Guys get off me, you're not exactly light." Hoseok coughs and the boys chuckle, and they all back away.
                          
"We're all happy your breathing again." Jin smiles, Namjoon nodding along.
                          
"Sorry for worrying all of you." Hoseok fiddles with the blanket hem.
                          
"Why didn't you tell us you weren't okay?" Jungkook nibbles on his lip, playing with Jimin's fingers softly.
                          
"I didn't feel like it wasn't important." Hoseok sighs and the boys shake their head.
                          
"Well it is, we're all here for you." Namjoon reassures.
                          
"We care, I know we don't always show it but we love you dude." Taehyung smiles softly.
                          
"It's just I want to just break down and cry but I always remind myself that now is not the time. I fight to the urge to always break down or to just keep it bottled in. Sometimes it's really hard to be happy, sometimes it's not. It's like I'm on a seesaw, one minute I'm on cloud nine. The next I'm rock bottom. I'm sorry I've worried all of you, I forget how much I would effect if I left. But we all get that feeling where we all want to end it all; just mine was more strong today." Hoseok explains and Jungkook couldn't relate more; he too suffered with the same feelings.
                          
All the boys did: one minute they were soaring in the clouds, the next in the depths of hell. The boys stayed for another hour or so until Hoseok's parents requested to see him. For they were visiting they're aunt who lived two hours away from the hospital.
                          
The boys all stand in the hallway getting ready to depart to their own lives.
                          
"Take care Jin, Namjoon wish you luck on the internship." Taehyung hugs the two and watches the boys leave.
                          
"Are guys going to leave?" Yoongi askes the couple, and Jungkook nods.
                          
"Yeah, Sorry. We wish Hoseok the best. Are you guys staying?" Jungkook fixed his coat and smirks as he watches Jimin fiddle with the hoodie strings.
                          
His hoodie strings.
                          
"I'm going too and Yoongi probably will stay until he's discharged." Taehyung grins softly.
                          
"Well tell Hobi we love him." Jimin hugs the two boys and waves as Jungkook and him make their way out the hospital.


                          
"Do you want to stay at my place?" Jungkook looks down at Jimin. "My parents are at this business meeting that's for two days so I have the place to myself."
                          
"I could." Jimin smirks,
                          
"I don't want to be by myself tonight, please." Jungkook kisses Jimin's cheek, and Jimin's face turns into a deep scarlet.
                          
"I would love too." Jimin links hands with the Younger leaning his head on his shoulder.



                          
The boys were playing a very intense game of monopoly that has been going on for an hour before they tried to play just dance which ended up with Jungkook accidentally throwing the wii remote out of his window never to be seen again. Jimin was beating Jungkook's at first. But Jungkook managed too win in the last five minutes in the game, totally crushing him.
                          
"You cheated!" Jimin yells, lightly pushing Jungkook who softly giggles at Jimin's immature accusations.
                          
"Oh really?" Jungkook taunts, getting closer to Jimin who backs up slowly, but jungkook crawls on top the boy, and slowly runs his hands down his body.
                          
"Yes." Jimin tried to act brave, but knew the look faltered when Jungkook started to kiss his neck making him let out a moan.
                          
"Do you want me?" Jungkook asks, hoping for the right answer. Jungkook nibbles softly on his lovers ear, "Do you want me to love you?"
                          
"Yes." Jimin pants.
                          
"Yes what?" Jungkook looks at him, stopping his touches and kisses, making Jimin whine.
                          
"Yes daddy."