Now or never Taehyung. 
                          
"It's that I love you, I've loved you for awhile know. I know you don't like me the same way and I accept that. I just wanted to say I love you." Taehyung was trying to search for an answer in Jimin's gaze but nothing.

                          
"Alright." Jimin lets out.

                          
"You knew?" Taehyung was flabbergasted but that thought was soon cut off when Jimin opened his mouth.
                          
"No I didn't it's just I'm not really surprised, I think I did know but decided not to act on it. Taehyung your a great guy, you have looks I would honestly kill for. An attitude that's amazing but could use some work but all of ours do. And girl or guy would be lucky to have you, but the guy just isn't me." Jimin grabs Taehyung's hand and gives it a light squeeze.
                          
"I don't know what I want anymore, I'm lost. I feel like I like guys one minute but then I like girls I don't know what my sexuality." Taehyung nervously rambles and Jimin smiles. "What's so funny?"
                          
"Nothing, but Taehyung you are not in no hurry to know what you want."
Jimin reassures him.
                          
"Can I kiss you for one last time?" Taehyung asks, and Jimin nods his head.
                          
Jimin leaned in and kissed Taehyung who had the sour taste of bourbon, and the slight taste of strawberries.

The kiss was small, Taehyung knew that he had to let go and that this kiss would show his remorse.
 Jimin felt the pain and all the sorrows that filled inside his best friend, they parted panting.
                          
"Now can we just be friends?" Jimin laughs standing up, holding out his hand for Taehyung to grab.
                          
"Of course." Taehyung grins and takes Jimin's hand, lifting himself up.
                          
"How about we go have some fun with our friends." Jimin grins and Taehyung gladly returns.



                          
Jungkook and the rest were outside the washroom and Jungkook had a hello kitty band aid over his left brow.

                          
"Hey guys what's going on?" Jimin was surely confused on why they were waiting.

                          
"I gotten kicked out for fighting and Yoongi, Hoseok also for we got caught spiking the punch but we spiked both bowls; that they don't know of and they said I'll have to pay for the punch bowl me and Taehyung broke so you owe me some money! Anyways I had the great idea." Jungkook was explaining but is cut off by Jin.
                          
"I had the idea!"
                          
"Jin has the idea of going out to eat." Jungkook smiles.
                          
"I love that idea." Jimin interlocks his hand with Jungkook, and turns back to glimpse at Taehyung. "How does that sound Tae?" 

                          
"It's fine with me. And I'll pay you back" Taehyung shrugs.
                          
He walks past the couple and Jimin catches the friendly look the two boys gave.

                          
They did look insane Kookie and Tae for they were beaten up, Kookie have a nice black eye to match with Taehyung's shiner and a split lip.
                          
But Jungkook still looks like perfection, Taehyung looked happier then ever, everyone did.
                          
After all the things that went down, it didn't break them.
                          
It seemed cliche on how all seven of them sat at the table, laughing at the many jokes all of them shared.
                          
But at the end they all rode in the limo which Jin was at the wheel.
It was quiet, not suffocating. The soft pats of Yoongi's fingers hitting the side of the door, and the bouncing of Taehyung's leg drone out the peaceful silence




                          
"What's your darkest secret that you never told anyone?" Jungkook asks Hoseok who bit his lip.
                          
"I collect dead animals and study them." Hoseok shared, and none of the boys judged or asked how could he be so cruel. "I did it because I wanted to know how it felt to end something."



                          
"I tried to kill myself, more than once." Yoongi confesses. "It's just I really don't like being me some times. I hate being me I look in the mirror and pick out everything I hate. Every flaw. I say to my self I'm useless, talentless. I only stayed because I needed to be here for Hoseok, I'll try to protect him from all the hate and pain the world caused me. But he is so much stronger and smarter, braver, kinder, more handsome who will make something out of him self. And I'm just going to be the kid who too many problems."

                          
Silence, quiet.
                          
Quiet.



                          
"I have special socks I wear on certain occasions." Jin looks up at the boys through the rear view mirror. "I'm wearing my lucky four leaf clover socks." He blurts and Namjoon just softly chuckles. "Clearly not that lucky." 
                          
"But honestly I used to work at a motel at night to pay for my intuition and I heard this man beat up a whore so bad you could practically hear the hits, the man left and I go peak through the window, she was laying on the floor holding her stomach and she kept crying and crying all night, I just left. I didn't help her. She ended up bleeding to death." Jin lets out, it felt like a lump formed at the back of a Jimin's throat.

                          
"I used to starve myself, I would go days without eating. that was near the time when my grandmother passed, that year where I went to that 'boarding school' was for a mental facility. I weighed less then a hundred pounds. My weight and the way I ate was the only thing I could control, but in the end it's what controlled me." Taehyung lets out, Taehyung never really spoke about the pain he went through. And to Jimin hearing this was gut wrenching, how could he never told him?
                          
The night became darker, more depth when the stars twinkled through the thick black blanket the covered them.
The only sound was the odd car passing and Jin turning his signal light on.



                          
"I watch my father leave to go sleep with his mistress." Namjoon let out, 
"It's his secretary, I know my mother knows. She just has this look, it kills me to watch him ruin everything. But I just can't say anything."


                          
"I stood in the middle of the road once and waited to get hit, it was just to feel something, anything. It was three years ago when I was in the hospital in critical condition for being in 'a sport related injury'." Jungkook sighs, "my parents don't acknowledge my presence and lied to everyone because they're embarrassed of me."   Jimin took this as a chance and he squeezes Jungkooks palm. 

                          
All of their darkest secrets were spilling out their mouths, filling the car with a thick air filled with grief and worries. It took a toll on Jimin too as he opens his mouth to spill a deadly secret.

                          
"After I found out Sehan was cheating on me, I found a group of drunks and paid for them to beat me up. I just wanted to die, I felt hopeless." Jimin pauses taking a deep breath as his voice thickens as he continues to spill out all of his sorrows.
"I told them to punch me, hit me. For some odd reason I liked the pain. They beat me up pretty bad, I felt the thick red blood drip from my nose and just craved more. Later I got so wasted that night, I drowned my self in pity. I slept with a stranger, I was paid by an older women and that's when I came to the conclusion I'm definitely gay." Jimin laughs and everyone chuckled along.
                          
They all we're comfortable with one another, no judgement was displayed because if you think of it, they all are fucked up in their own way.
                          
"I really fucking love you guys." Jimin chuckles, undoing his tie.
                          
Jungkook nudges Jimin and gives him a short side hug.
                          
"I think I speak for al of us sweetie when we I say we feel that same about you." Jin smiles through the rear view mirror.

                          
What did Jimin do to deserve such wonderful relationships, and Jungkook really wanted to tell Jimin he loves him right there but he knew it wasn't the time.
                          
Oh Jimin I really fucking love you.