˚•Having You Loving Me•˚

                                    

                                          
So this is from a RP I am doing with someone on Amino,uh,she hasn't responded to any messages yet.....so uh,yeah,also to not get you guys confused he's forced to kill if he wants his brother to live,yeah,blood and self harm warning,enjoy
                          
Frisk POV
                          
I was sitting at home on the couch thinking about how I could help Sans,he hasn't visited in a long time,problably my fault though,you're probably wondering what happened? Well.....
                          
~Le flash back~
                          
I stood there and saw Sans,covered in blood,someone else's blood,lots of people were lying dead,I knew why e had done it,but the anger was to much
                          
-Sans how could you!?
                          
I knew he was regretting it but what could he have done? His brother might have been killed if he didn't do it,but I didn't think about that at the moment 
                          
-I thought you changed Sans! I thought you turned a leaf! But I was wrong!
                          
I kept on ranting,I couldn't stop
                          
-I hate you! I hate every killer and you're one of them!
                          
I turned around and began running home......
                          
~Flash back end~
                          
I sighed and threw myself on the bed,I don't hate him,I love him.....screw it,I'm not gona wait any longer,I'm gona find him! No matter if it will take me weeks,I'll find him!
                          
-Time skip-
                          
So internet is really helpful,I went up to his house,it looked dull,dark colors and such,it sent small shivers down my spine,I knocked on his door....
                          
Sans POV
                          
Somebody was knocking on my door,who though,I didn't have any friends,maybe it's the police,or maybe it's Flowey so he can take be back to that torture building,even if it was I was way to wasted to even walk at this point,I had my knife,well,I was way to drunk to even be able to cut myself,I raised my knife and stabbed it into my arm,I can still stab though,and that's what I kept doing
                          
Frisk POV
                          
Why hasn't he answered the door? Maybe  he's not home? I listened carefully and managed to hear a radio playing some sad music or something,it made me feel sad,so he is home,well if he's not gona answer I'll find another way inside,I found a open window,you know for him being a criminal he's not really stopping anyone from coming in and try to rob him or something,I climbed in and heard a groan,it sounded like...a  painful groan,I tried to walk a s quietly as I could and tried to find Sans,I then saw a blood trail,I gulped,this can't be good,I followed it and heard coughing,it lead to a room and I opened the door quietly
                          
Sans POV
                          
I then stabbed hard into my old neck wound,I felt pain,I groaned and started coughing,it was like a wake up call and I didn't feel drunk anymore,I ran up to my room and pulled out lots of paper and began coughing blood into them,when they were bloody I threw them Into the trash quickly and took another pair fast,but that didn't last long cause it was to much,so I just laid down on the floor and let the blood get on my floor,I suddenly felt someone pull me up and hold me close to them,giving me a comforting feeling
                          
-Sans! Oh god Sans what did you do!
                          
Frisk? What was she doing here,why is she here,I suddenly felt pressure on my neck wound,it felt painful 
                          
-Ack! S-Stop!
                          
Frisk POV
                          
I put pressure on his neck wound to stop the bleeding
                          
-Ack! S-Stop!
                          
His voice had pure pain in it,I found a pair of scissors and took them,cutting a part of my shirt and wrapping it around his wound,I then noticed his arm I hugged him hard
                          
-Sans please,I'm sorry! I don't hate you so don't!
                          
I pulled his face up and kissed him on where his lips should be,I cried as well,what if he had died,that wound was severe
                          
Sans POV
                          
She pulled me into a sudden kiss,I stared in surprise,I didn't try to pry myself away,instead I leaned into her lips and closed my eyes,am I....kissing back? It feels....good,so good,we then parted and I saw she was crying,she then hugged me again
                          
-W-What If y-you d-died!? D-Don't ever do that again y-you numbskull!!
                          
I hugged back
                          
-But....I thought you hated me.....
                          
-No I don't,I just....I don't know what I was saying...
                          
I then coughed a little again
                          
-Come on Sans,lets get you healed
                          
She kissed me again but for a short time then stood up and pulled me along...
                          
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