The year that changed my life.

                                    

                                          
We continue with fuck you until it finished.
Eventually it finished.
So we started singing unstoppable by Sia it was the most fun I've had in years with Victoria.
It felt amazing.
I hadn't sang in years either.
                          
Me and Halfway sang "The Monster" By Rihanna and Eminem.
He was surprisingly good at impersonating Eminem.
He sang Mr.Brightside.
We were just singing anything.
                          
He sang Fix you by Coldplay.
Chasing cars by snow patrol.
He seriously had an amazing voice.
And out random me and Vic sang 
"Every time we touch"by cascada.
Everyone was dancing.
We had everyone singing We will rock you by queen.
And then we ended with mine and Vics favourite song when we were younger.
"Number one"By Tove Stryke
                          
I went to bed after.
"I never knew you were such an amazing singer."Halfway whispered.
"I'm not"I said.
"Yeah!You are!"He said.
                          
*2 Months later*
"Dani"Halfway said as I attempted to wake up.
I quickly realised what day it was and pretended to look alive.
"Happy one year anniversary"He said.
"Thank you"I said.
"I love you"He replied.
"I love you too"I said.
"I think we should celebrate"he said.
"Why don't we celebrate tomorrow considering it's your birthday tomorrow?"I said.
"True"he replied.
"3 months till school is done"I said falling backwards.
"I know"he replied.
We just lay for a minute.
"Dani"He said.
"Yeah?"I replied.
"Will you marry me"He said.
I got up and faced him.
"When were not teenagers"I said.
"When were 20 then?"He lAughed.
"Maybe"I said laughing.
"Oh come onnn"he said.
"You're lucky I'm in a relationship with you up until I met you I didn't do relationships"I said.
"I know but the idea of marrying you makes me smile"he said.
"When were 21?"I said.
"Fine"He said rolling his eyes.
"What?"I said.
"Nothing"He sighed.
"Look I'm not doing it to be a bitch,I just need the idea to be something I'm used too"I said.
"It's okay don't worry"he said.
                          
"Hoe we need to girl talk"Victoria said closing the door.
I didn't reply.
She jumped over the side of the bed next to me.
"Why the long face?"She said.
"Keep this between us okay?"I said.
"Sure"she said.
"Halfway wants me to marry him and I said no"I said falling backwards.
"Why did you say no"she said.
"It's not because of him,I would literally die for him but it's just not my thing not yet at least."i said.
"Did you tell him that"she replied leaning on her arm looking at me.
"Briefly but I was scared,if I went into detail he'd take it the wrong way"I said.
"Did he react in a good way?"she replied.
"He said it was okay but I can see it wasn't I don't wanna hold him back."I said.
"If he's still here you aren't don't worry"she said.
                          
VICTORIA'S POV:
"Reynolds"I shouted.
"What?"he replied.
"You good?"I said.
"I guess?"he said.
"You guess you either are or your not"I said.
"Fine I'm more No than yes."he replied.
"Why what's up"I said sitting down.
"I won't bore you"he said.
"Tyler I listen to your girlfriends issues I'm prepared for anything"I said.
"It's about her."he said smashing his head on the table.
"Why what's she done?"I said.
"Nothing,I just don't know what her issue with commitment is?"he replied.
"To give you an answer I need more detail"I said.
"This morning I said marry me,she replies with when we're not teenagers,so I said when were 20 then and she said maybe"he replies.
"And?"I said.
"I complained and she said 'you're lucky I'm in a relationship wit you,up until I met you I didn't do relationships' I replied with 'the idea of marrying you makes me smile' she then says 'when were 21' so I said fine."He said.
"If I tell you why you CANNOT repeat it."I said.
"Okay....."he replied.
"She's Bisexual"I said.
"What's that got to do with it"he said.
"Before Noah she was going for girls she failed and moved on with Noah shortly after she went back to girls,she has kissed more girls than I have had got dinners,She started dating a girl who promised her the world and she caught her with someone else,which is why she was single up until she met you"I said.
"So that's why?"he said.
"Yeah because she's been promised so many things and most things never happened,and the idea of getting married is promising yourself to each other,she's got no belief in it because of the hurt that has been inflicted"I said.
"Oh.."He said.
"Honestly Tyler just bare with her I mean you've been together for a year that's probably scaring her because she thinks something will happen because she's had a lucky relationship"I said.
"Just not a lucky year"he replied.
"Her highlight of life is you she has no one apart from me,you and Ryan"I said.
"It makes sense now"he said.
"Okay remember do not mention it to her,and enjoy the day assure her nothing will happen"I said.
"I will thank you by the way"he said.
"If you need help with her just ask"I said.
I walked off.
                          
*The only reason you doubt yourself is because you live in the past replaying moments and using them as examples of why you shouldn't do something,Moral is don't let yourself get caught up in the past live in the future."-Me

                          
I should take my own advice I'm still living with my past it's actually killing me,Writing these are kind of my escape considering I'm not really a people person I have issues making friends because of something my dad did,Danielle kinda represents me in way.