XXXVII

                                    

                                          

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They sat down on the grass, Hoseok crossed his legs and looked at Yoongi in his eyes. He sighed.
"Okay i'm listening." 
Yoongi turned his head towards him from the view. 
                          
"Years ago, me, my father and my two brothers were living happily. I couldn't see or hear my mother because... i don't know! She was gone and our father didn't mention anything about her! Whenever we tried to ask him he always shrugged it off and went out...anyways.
                          
Expect that we didn't have any problem between us. Years passed, when Jungkook reached 19 he couldn't take it anymore and left the house. 
At First our father didn't let him go but after learning him being gay, he himself made him get out of the house. After he was gone, none of us talked about him. I tried to contact but i couldn't. 
                          
My other, big brother also started to act strange... he stopped talking with me and started to be with our father more. I was 23 at that time, and knew that our father will leave his place to one of us. 
But his choice made me get really mad. He chose him over me. 
Well yeah it could be normal in other people's eyes. 
                          
But the point is, he knew how cruel and greedy he was. He couldn't do anything right he just threw parties here and there and just spent our father's money. 
                          
After he chose him over me, i left the house too, i again, tried to contact with Jungkook and finally i managed to. He told me he knew what was going on and came to get me. Our father was a known man tho so him knowing my situation at that time didn't surprise me at all.
                          
He said his boyfriend, Taehyung was working under a gang as a member. I had no where to go so i didn't complain or try to separate them. Soon i became one of them too. 
                          
I won't talk about this more so i'll cut it short from here. 
                          
The leader was dead, the next one was me then i became the leader. The power in my hands made me go blind, i had everything. I thought i was finally happy. 
                          
But i was wrong, when i first saw you. I felt something i never felt before. I couldn't let you slip out of ny mind. I tried to find information about you, your address, your name, your phone number and so on. It sounds creepy right? But i couldn't stop myself.
                          
I already knew about Jimin, we met before i saw you. He also helped me, hiding my and the others real job so you wouldn't get terrified of us..." Hoseok's eyes widened as he heard Jimin's name and what he has done. Yoongi chuckled then continued.
                          
"...don't start a fight with him alright? It was for your own good."
Hoseok sighed and rolled his eyes playfully. 
"Ookay... continue."
                          
"I always said i was looking after you, learning where you were going to make sure you're okay but i knew that i was stalking you."
 He chuckled. 
                          
"And you already know how we met. So about my 'job'... yes i did kill people or tortured them for stupid things but after seeing you made me change my mind and i quit it. But they didn't let me go they always tried to get me into this shit again and again."
                          
"But that night?..."
Hoseok raised an eyebrow.
"That night i went back to it for a revenge, those bastards killed literally the half of the gang members suddenly for no reason. 
I got really angry... and when you saw my true self, it all ended for me. I was really worried that  you thought i just used you for only my own happiness but that's not true. I really do love you baby..."  
                          
He bit his lower lip as tears started form in his eyes, he held Hoseok's hand in his both hands. His voice started to shake.
                          
"P-please forgive me baby, i love you so much... i-i can do everything for you." Now he was sobbing hard. He hung his head down not wanting Hoseok to see him crying like this. 
                          
Hoseok couldn't just stay there and watch him tear up like that. He slowly pulled his hand back and cupped his tear stained cheeks. Then he kissed his forehead.
                          
"I know, it sounds stupid that forgiving a heartless killer but you're not one. You were blind and you craving for love which you didn't get in the past, and..." he hugged Yoongi and kissed the crook of his neck trying to keep him calm.


                          
"...don't cry please you're always beautiful in my eyes but it hurts me seeing you tear up..."


                          
"...i forgive you."

                          
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They're together again!!~
                          
With no problems (?)