Crying

                                    

                                          
Shannon's POV
                          
I woke up. "Hey..." I said, to Trevor.
                          
"Hi, I'm here for you babe." He said.
                          
"W-where are the the others?" 
                          
"They left, they couldn't see you like this... I'm sorry."
                          
"I just need you here babe."
                          
"I love you." he said, and gave me a kiss. 
                          
I sat up. The doctor came in and checked up on me.
                          
*2 hours later*
                          
Trevor carried me into the house, bridal style. "you don't have to carry me, you know that right?" I asked.
                          
"Yes, but I love you... So I did..." He said.
                          
I gave him a kiss on the cheek.
                          
He put me down on our bed, in our room.
                          
"The others are out. So it's only me and you." he explained.
                          
I smiled.
                          
"Do you need anything?" he asked.
                          
"I just need you here with me." I said.
                          
We sat together on the bed. He put his arm around me. I snuggled up in his arm. He gave me a kiss on the head. 
                          
I started to cry.
                          
"Babe, what's wrong?" he asked.
                          
"I'm just so happy to be alive." I said, lying.....
                          
"I am too babe....." he said. "Are you sure it's only that.... you look like you aren't telling me something..."
                          
"Truthfully, you are right." I said, moving his arm off of my shoulder.
                          
"babe.... What's wrong?"
                          
"Sam told me that we shouldn't be together.... But I love you with all my heart.... But I also don't wanna disappoint my brother... And then my mom called the other day. And my life is just confusing right now... I don't even know what's happening to my life right now." I said, sitting at the edge of our bed.
                          
"Babe, I'll support you either way, just promise me, you will be happy." he said, holding my hand.
                          
I put my head on his shoulder, and I started to cry.... 
                          
I have no idea what to do with my life.... My life right now is just a big snowball of confusion rolling down a hill, getting bigger and bigger..... Worse and worse.
                          
A/N: Oh no!! THE FEELLLSSS!!