affection.

                                    

                                          
♥
                          
tw / slurs—sexual assault
                          
age 15
                          
i was sitting in the back of class, blankly staring at the front of the room, not really hearing anything the teacher was saying. ryan sat next to me, who kept kicking gabe and laughing.
                          
"ryan. gabe. do you need to exit the room?" ryan rolled his eyes.
                          
"nope. we're fine." he definitely is fine.
                          
ten minutes later the teacher got a call, nodding. she hung up. "brendon, you're wanted in the office." she smiles at me. i got up, everyone looking at me. i shove everything in my bag, i kept my head down. 
                          
ryan coughs before saying "faggot." and i look at him before continuing to walk, but then getting smacked in the ass by gabe. 
                          
"gabe, ryan! get up here!" i hurry out of the room, fuck this. i didn't want to cry. that was the last thing i wanted to do. i accidentally bump into some girl— not some girl. ryans girlfriend.
                          
"shit, i'm sorry, i didn't mean— fuck-"
                          
"hey, no, it's fine." she smiles. "you look new. when did you move here?"
                          
she doesn't even know who i am. of course.
                          
"i gotta go." i turn, walking quicker to the office.